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because i love you

and i couldn't tell you this.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Gah, i'm having hiccups now and it's really miserable.

(drink water)

& i'm feeling better now (:

Today's the last day of the year 2008.
and tomorrow's the first day of 2009.
I am kinda afraid of the coming new year, i don't know why.
I just feel that things will crush together and i will break down.
& i'm taking the 2 maths next year + POA.
Shit. All numbers & figures and so on.
Hmm, i've started to learn amath during tuition and i realise that, my brain cannot works well like previously. It works super slow now.
Perhaps Science would be better and i regretted for not choosing 3/4 (sure can't get in) or 3/5 as my first choice.
At least there's Physics which is usually required for the courses at polytechnic!
It doesn't mean that i wanna go poly as well okay.
Still quite early.

& I want to work very hard for my studies.


I miss you.


Tuesday, December 30, 2008

(:

today's 30th december.
argh. time flies.

Okay, currently i'm listening to the song that will become my blog de song.
Super nice i tell you, but i can't tell you the title first.
Can make me cry also......... ):
You'll get to know very soon.
Hahas, shhhh. Maybe later i will change?
Then...
Hmm, got alot of things in my mind that i need to do.
& i wanted to post it out.
Arrrrrangeeeeeee :D

-Change blogskin & blog song.
-Do ppt slides
-etc.
-etc.
-etc.

I can't remember liao.
Hmm, and i think i very weird, for these few days.
I started to do things in the night, then i wake up super late in the afternoon which i have my breakfast as lunch and because of this, my mummy keep nagging me for don't know how many times liao. O.o
I also don't want de.
Then in the end, i am having 失眠症 and loss of appetite.
School's starting very soon, a few days later.
I hope this situation can change for better, really >.<
Sad, ah, it's like that.
I tends to get emo when i'm alone.
): i want......... you! :D
just kidding!

Anyway, today had the last comptrain for the year 2008.
It's at HQ! I don't like it. Very stressful as well.
Must jiayou liao (:
And by right, today i will meet with Cynthia & Eugene de...
But the venue and time suddenly change, so have to cancel.
Ah, sorry! We'll just meet after school reopens alrights?
Miss you all oh ^^
Then.... hmm.
Nothing post liao, better rush off to finish my things!
CHEESE :]


Saturday, December 27, 2008

Oh hello :D

I'm still that exhausted.
Warm :x

Hmm, i just print out the timetable for next year.
Hehes, i think all the teachers should be okay la...

Form : Mr Kenneth Wee & Ms Sim Yeng Suann
English: Ms Jasmine Lim
HMT: should be Mdm Oh
EM & AM: Mr Kenneth Wee (Wa....)
Biology: Ms Fung Eng Chu
Chemistry: Ms Bridgette Wong
CHumans?: -Don't know-
POA: Mrs Sarah Koh
PE: Mr Jamie Chong

Who's the Mr Kenneth Weeeeee?

Ms Bridgette Wong- Oh, i can't forget the way she pronounce some words that i couldn't remember. It's quite funny when i everytime heard those words during Sec 1 as she taught me maths. I always laugh this with the boy who sat beside me who is called.... Kian Weeeee! am i right? o.o

Mr Jamie Chong- I REMEMBER HIM!
That time i had a quarrel with CL and i sat alone at the staircase near canteen and i cried. Argh. And then he was on his way to the second floor and asked me whether i'm okay and need his help.
& alsooooo when i went for my re-test on 2.4km run, and during the last round i almost feel like stopping and i remember that i keep on saying: I want waterrrrrr~ at the corner of Qihua there then he encouraged me and asked me to continue and even told me that after i ran finished he will "lend" me his water bottle. But sadly, err, i couldn't remember what happened to his water bottle and in the end i drank Mr Lee's water. Hahas :D
Hmm, so i completed the 2.4 run for the sake of drinking water. T__T"

Mrs Sarah Koh- Hmm, that time the Jumbo sale she in-charge for the treasurer de arh? I mean, the selling of coupons. Like that lo. Hahas.

Only like that looooooo.
Next year don't know fun anot leh.
Must jiayou on both the cca (comp) & academic liao.
Hopefully i can handle both well.
(:
then i will give myself a treat.
Woohoo :D

& tmr there's BBQ!
and meeting before that.
So i can go? I think so (:

Hmmmm. then i will stop here.

Guess.
Mood-swingggggg~
Tired.
Conclusion: ******


Friday, December 26, 2008

Ah, boredom o.o

I miss someone badly.
Hmm, not you you you or you.
I don't know what i'm talking also.
Hmm, i want post photos!
Mixed mixed, just those i've taken quite long time ago but too lazy to put it up.


Hehes. Excited? :D




Featuring me & annie! i look so... 你要死了... Wahahaha O.O

Ahh, again. I act cute >.< (so rare)


Emo T.T hmm,this pic last last last time de! my skin look fairer, argh.


featuring me & my kor! eh, no, is 2nd bro. hahas.
he everytime show me some weird facial expressions lo D:


Ceslie, me & Cynthia! hey, they 2 pretty right? hahas, they're mine okay! ^^




AGAIN! hahas. But i think we look very errr...
I like this photo oh (:


Oh this's funny!
Annie: Ahhhh, run for your sweet little life!
Sweeteng (behind): I am not presentable today! (cover face)
but in fact...
Sweeteng: Annie Lim you don't run! AHHHHH, don't take my picture~
Annie: Hehes, i'm so happy! But better run for your life! (run)

Guess what is this.

It looks like a lollipop right?!
My first impression of this thingy is lollipop (:
But..........
You're wrong! it's actually a condom!
Of course fake one la!
And it's not mine. It's my 2nd brother's.
His friend bought this as a souvenir for him at Taiwan.
Then the behind hor, got write something like this:
NOT TO BE USED AS A SUBSTITUE FOR A CONDOM.
And i think it's funny.
The smiley face very cute lo :D

Ah, whatever.
Tmr's comptrain at HQ is cancelled!
I sounded very happy!
And indeed i am! I want sleep....
Now the whole body feel so warm :x
Due to the rain? Drizzle only lo, but sometimes got a super big impact on me.
Note: somtimes only.
But i think i will be fine! This year i'm more healthier than last year right?
Skip. The new timetable's out?!
Form teacher: Mr Kenneth Wee & Ms SimYeng Suann.
And eeeeeeeeyerrrrrr.
HMT lesson on friday until 1315...
I want 1230 go home.....
But still got activity!
Ah, almost forget!
Hmm, i think i feel so tired because i didn't eat rice today.
Inherited from my mummy.
Ah, then today lunch din finish my cup noodles.
Still left a lot arh =X
Then after comptrain went to eat mcdonald.
But didn't manage to finish all the nuggets & fries.
Getting tired & sick of those stuffs.
I'm not angmoh marx. Hahas.
&I think i very abnormal leh.
Hmm, no. This is me, the cheerful one (:
Compared to the last last time, it's better right?
I agree so. hahas :]
Gonna stop here...
But....
Hope that Erron can get well soon!
Yishen can't live without you =X
& he LOVES you.
omg.

Byebyes (:


Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL :D

although i don't celebrate christmas de la.
but yesterday x'mas eve was fun!
hopefully that next year can also be like this happy^^

hmm, let me do some tag replies since i've not done it for a super long time.
sorry arh >.<


Jiaqi: Oh hello (:

大好人:谢谢你,我没事了。下次就留下你的大名吧!:D

Ceslie: Hmm, a break up but i'm okay now & i'll try to find time to contact you soon, alrights?

MingFang: Err ya i think you should know liao but anyway, thanks!

Jasmine: Okay, and thankyou dear :]

Xiangxun: I'm fine now, really & thanks for your tags with some Funny words. & oops, i forgotten your url! D: & merry x'mas!

Cynthia: Ah, luckily we still got one another. Hmm, single is also a good choice (: Hope you're well tooo.

ChoonLong: Errm, let the matter rest yeah? Takecares =]

ShuRong: 我要呼呼~

MERRY CHRISTMAS and YOU SUCK: oh, you're saying yourself, that's pretty sad.

Felix: (: okayokay & merry x'mas. i've decided t let go as well.

HaiNing: it's quite surprising that you are here, but still merry x'mas :D


And there's nothing much for me to post liao.
ohya, yesterday nearly had a gang fight with the chr girls, most probably from netball cca?
That's sounds weird right?
Because we ain't netball girls.
But yesterday don't know is it that we provoked them or what,
They followed us wherever we go.
and keep staring us with her eyes.
Oh pls la, your eyes don't have the electricity can.
But luckily they went away first even though i wanted to have that fight with them.
Ahha, joking of course :D
I don't want to have bruises or cuts all over.
& i rmb i sms-ed Eugene, cause i thought we may need his help.
Err, for your info, he's from christ church as well.
then in th end things went well without any fighting or what. (:
peace ^(oo)^v

ah, later i going to re-do th pulse&breathing rate thing that Gavin sir asked us to do liao.
So confused, aiyo.
& i haven't do the powerpoint slides nor informing the lecturers.
tomorrow? i hope i remember it barh!

Daddy faster come back pls...
I want to eat dinner.........
再见!


Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Hmm, ahting ask me to post de...
so here i am (:

Today went to the.. ktv at the civic centre.
Forgotten the name liao...
But hor, overall okay la, only the room quite small, then the lights cannot adjust.
& the tv system super lag.

I sang a lot. (:
Unexpected right? Cuz i don't have that " i know how to sing" face.
Then i think i sang until very 投入。
Aiyo, like that then more feelings marx...
So, today very fun lor! :D
Sorry arh, i think i used the mic for a long time?

Just now had BBQ.
Shurong came, and that's why she blogged in the previous post.
Funny lo! hahas.
I LOVE TODAYYYYYY!
& thanks for making me happy.

ohya. hmm, me & CL become friends.
then... earlier on i mistaken him?
but let bygones be bygones.
so don't hate me nor hate him.
treat us like normal, alrights? (:
hmm,
till here liao.
byebyes.

missme ^^



NGSHURONG AKA AH RONG AKA DA MEI NV AKA MAMA AKA BLUR QUEEN is here.

i so ke ai.
i cuter than seiyi.
SMILE :D
see, i help her promote blog =.=


Sunday, December 21, 2008

okay, i guess people know what had happened.
& i hope i will be fine after this post.

stay strong.

的确没想过你会说分手
也许太习惯你在我左右
一切来得太突然,我不知所措。
每个地方,每个角落,每个动作,每句话,都勾起了我对你的思念。
可是,回忆就只能停在那里了。
我想了想,也只有结束你才会快乐。
爱不是一加一,努力就会有结果。
一旦感觉没了,感情也就淡了。
就算我再怎么挽留,也是没用。
十个月的恋情,在那一瞬间你却将它摧毁。。。
你真的好自私。
甚至,你还告诉我这个决定是你想了几天才做出的。
我终于知道,你好狠哦。
我不爱你了。
我真的希望我能亲口跟你说。
是你不值得我爱,我的爱不值得给你。
如果你可以对我狠心,我也可以。

我会学会转移目标。
谢谢你让我知道你不是我的终点。
我会尽快找回我的勇气,我的自信,继续冲刺。
而你已经不是在我身边陪我一起的那个人了。
我相信,这回有我的家人和我最要好的朋友们,陪着我。
加油 (:


hey, i'm still okay.
erm, if you all say i very what hor, please tolerate la (:
because i think i'm the one who hurts more lo.
but, for my sake and everyone sake,
i will continue to live my life to the fullest.
so, if this post i sounded too bitchy or what,
pardon me alrights?
so, byes!


Saturday, December 13, 2008

突然很想用华文来blog.

今天特别的倒霉。
也许是因为脾气不好吧,什么事情都要和我唱反调。
看来我是那种不适合摆着一张臭脸,怨言一大堆的人。
要改咯。 (:

早上十点多起床,肚子还是稍微有点痛。
所以就跑到楼下,找手机。
听起来很没link, 可是我就是这样啊。
后来发现了瑞婷的简讯,知道proposal需要再改进,就立刻开了电脑,edit了又edit.
无可否认,我知道我今天的态度不太好。
到了十一点五十分左右才完成,可是我觉得一定不能够pass.
没办法啊,十二点四十要交,又还没冲凉吃早餐(已变成了午餐),而且printer又没有ink.
事情都来得太突然,没顾得了这么多。
所以,我就气冲冲地搭巴士去cwp 可是却找不到他们的踪影,就走啊走,致电给瑞婷。
-.-
结果他们在rp, 因为提早去做publicity的东西。
走了一半,想搭巴士也迟了,就只好继续走啊。
把东西交给瑞婷后,又走回cwp.
可是这时天空却突然下起了大雨,还好我选择了有shelter的路线,不然就超狼狈的leh!
ah,由于穿着拖鞋,走了太多的路,脚也有点破皮了...
到了新加坡关卡,也许是因为心不在焉,差点跌倒...
过后,妈咪带我和姐去吃寿司,心情也比较好一些些。 :D

肚子又饿了,还是先去包明年用的书本吧!
Byebye.



去死啦。



STUPID PROPOSAL.

MY BREAKFAST GONE, HAPPY?

12.40pm



i'm not a superwoman.
& think for the others please.


Friday, December 12, 2008

Didn't go for the compteams '08 celebration?
Ah, don't know la.
Too late at night liao, very unsafe for me.
Hahas, somemore i alone...
They should be enjoying themselves now.
Nevermind, prevention of sore throat if i think in a positive manner++

Next, currently rushing for the proposal again.
This time round with 2 proposals in my hands.
Ah, tonight don't need to sleep liao.
Although in the afternoon i slept for 4 hours?
From 2+ to 6+, ya, can imagine how tired i am.
& i'm having a high risk of getting sore throat ):
I know myself well, so next week, Minxian will be taking over?
Woo, she's very cute & cheerful & hyper la.
No fried & spicy stuff for one week;
less talking for one week;
use low-pitch for one week.
Life's going to be difficult for me...

The ice cream that i'm eating now is delicious!
Long time didn't use "delicious" liao o.o
Weird.

Hmm, tmr need to specially go s'pore to hand in th proposals.
I just informed mummy and she give that -.- face & nagged me again.
No choice arh, yes no yes no huh?
Boyfriend went back to m'sia, still can sms!
Bleahxxx, special treatment la! :p
I missed him so much!
Hope he's doing well now :]

& today's comptraining.
First time doing first aid case until so pekcek.
Don't feel like elaborate it, or later people say i picking on somebody.
Next week sweeteng not coming, make me feel like not going as well.
This weekend is the time for me to relax :D
& not forgetting, digesting the first aid manual D:

Ah, better quickly finish off the proposals.
Tmr i wanna go for my breakfast.
Nights (:


And, stop your that attitude & criticising others.
Cause' you're just making yourself a fool in front of others and creating troubles for yourself.


Saturday, December 6, 2008

Eh people (:

Finally no more ANCO things liao. Cheers :D
But i think today the theory paper was challenging!
Because i dunno how to do, but must be positive ++
I will pass. :)
I will pass. :
I will pass. :(

I dunno la.
Hmm, since they already post out the pictures then forget it barh!
Save my time as well.
Ohya, latest update on me myself.
I've got a haircut recently, my fringe was shortened.
It's bangs, right? Ah, i don't know.
Then behind no more layer, just make it more thinner?
The opposite of thick, ya ^^
I looks weird, seriously. Because my fringe is not that thick enough to make that effect.
And now hor, myfringe quite thin also, with holes in between.
Yucks. Then whenever there's sweat on my forehead, i will have to move th fringe up & backwards.
Hmm, bad english, i understand.

Still got what? Hmm, busy.
& i'm very tired.
But do some tag replies first.
very very long no update liao.
& I might be removing away the tagboard.

Tag replies:

CHOONLONG BF :
Ah, i'm changing it very soon la! & will takecare de. You also hor.
When i'm not around, miss me! Hahas :D And sorry for the late tag reply uh.
Lazy, ya i know you know. Hehes. I LOVE YOU ^^

KELICIA, MINGFANG, ELAINE, FAIQAH & XINYU:
Relink-ed (:

FENGSHAN:
Okay, belated thankyou! Ps >.<

That's all for today~



Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Hmm, feeling abit better liao.
Today went out with boyfriend :D Super happy & super fun & super SWEET!
Went plazasingapura, vivocity.
Love-d th 3rd level, love-d the bubbles we blew.
Love-d the memories we had today >.<
Now rushing for the proposal again.
11 mistakes, but i think is still okay.
I wanna to turn in early...

Ya, haven't post about the advance nco camp.
4D3N, quite okay actually, not that tough as we all expected.
In fact, was abit slack since there's no changing parade, full uniform only worn for twice.
Shock-ed, maybe next year more different?
Who knows ._.

Hmm, Chairperson Isabel Mdm very cute lo. Especially with her 9 claps.
She looks like the swimmer- Tao Li & also a rabbit o.O
Oh that's my opinion, no offence okay!
Hahas. Then Alfred Sir quite cute also.
Dominic Sir quite handsome, his eyes very small!
Emerson Sir [APC] arh, Daddy Meow >.<
Hoe Theng Sir, he knows how to do splits man!
Jia Jie Sir, oh, kena spotted by him for my messed up Jumping Jets.
Marcus Sir, he quite familiar.....
Gavin Sir, realise that he also quite handsome actually, though he didn't smile alot, was pretty emo, square-d (commented by others). Erm, i'm not saying any bad words arh (:

Hmm, for the Mdms arh...
Tivya Mdm, they say she adorable uh...
Huiying Mdm, i dun really like her la. Cause during footdrill, while doing hentak, she pushed my hand very hard, painful man! feel lyk killing her at that point of time =X She diao me also!
Massha Mdm [PC], she quite friendly & nice uh ;D
The rest not much to comment also...
Trainers - Dixon & Shanaz, husband & wife, very loving!
Like their activities and 'Eight Below' quite nice~
Hope next year and so on they will be the ANCO trainers again.
Cause' they are good, really!

Activities i don't like for the camp: NIGHT WALK.
Activities i prefered for the camp: Eating & watch movie & night duty & i forgotten :x
The drinks are nice, i should say.
A Varieties... for different meals.
Breakfast not really okay for me.
Physical training was preferable.
Pumpings, sit-ups, runnings, jumping jets [duh]....etc.
My hands& legs like to play a fool on me.
Except when doing drills, especially when doing jumping jets, they just simply love not to coordinate well. Bullying, right?!
Jumping jets makes me silly and stupid x.x

Hmm, this coming saturday will be the assessment day.
& MOI First Aid Presentation. I aim-ed for the later one.
But, forget it. Wish me goodluck ^^
Finally finished proposal! Completed. Done.
Ah, whatever, enough of those st john stuffs.
I can't breathe well with all these things.
I want: BALANCE (:

Argh. Save money save money save money !!!
$.$ money-faced.
Just for this period of time, boyfriend.
I will do what i've promised.
& i love you!


我终于懂得如何去信任了。
credits to the anco camp, games organized by Dixon & Shanaz.
i've gain-ed alot, by all means.


Tuesday, December 2, 2008

ARGH o.o

I went to dental just now. & i'm brave, cause' another 2 teeth of mine were removed.
But the 麻醉effect didn't went away, so the one quarter of my face is still very numb.
Throw tantrum at mummy again. oops =x I couldn't control the numb side of my face.
When i look down, the saliva ( with blood ) dripped down, dirtied my shirt, shorts and everywhere. This makes me feel very awful and impatient ): i don't like it. Hmm, i realise the dentist is great in persuading people. The reason why i decided to remove th 2 teeth today is because of him as well. He said if i delay, then the whole orthodontics treatment will delay.
Wakao. Super duper 不爽now.

No mood to post.


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