Yishen, you're right..

Sometimes things are really hard to let go.
Especially when those meant so much in one's heart.
Especially when everything happened so suddenly.

For every tears that i shed, it shows how much i cared.
He said it's the best choice, i can't do anything more but to accept the fact.
Yeap, sacrificing myself in exchange of his happiness & freedom.
It sounds noble & strong, but it takes a lot of courage to do so.
I've hurt my heart for numerous times, i guess it hates me for sure.

What else can i do?
I don't know, for now.
The hurt was so great. I can't make myself like nothing has happen in a short time.
I need help.
I'm not him.. I'm not prepared for this.
I'm a girl.. I really can't take so much at one go.

Hmmmmmm.
I've got my friends :D