smile (:

2009-06-27T01:01:00.001+08:00

I've moved to a new place!

Get the URL somewhere where we are linked! :D

2009-06-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmmmm (:

Guess not posting here anymore.
If you're smart (i don't think i used a right word..) enough, you'll know why :D

Anyway,
I hope this particular person(s) will not "fan" anyone of us here anymore.
Seriously, you're pissing me off.
Shut up.
You live your life, i live mine.
井水不犯河水。
Get out of my sight.
Strangers.

2009-06-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

Woots :D

Thanks Annie & Benjamin korkor for today!
Had so much funnnnnnnnn!

想太多，真的。

真的很羡慕他们的爱情。
Xiangxun & Bianca....etc.
可惜我得不到。
虽然我曾经拥有过。

只想静一静。
我讨厌你。
完蛋。 x.x

2009-06-10T20:18:00.002+08:00

WASEH.

I can't stand it anymore.
Just had a chat with Annie :D

Okay, i'm really really very bu shuang with the twins already.
Eh, come beat me if you not happy.
Stop being flirters can?
Even somebody is not that flirt like you already lo.
Mind your own words and action duh.
Don't let people puke until they die because of, YOU.
Continue with all your "sa jiaos", attention seekings, act cuteness....etc.
Don't blame anyone for not warning you first.
You interferred my life.
I hate your existence.
Shut up, leave here.
Leave my world, get back to your own fairyland or whatever shit.
EH.
Wake up as well. Being a flirter not an easy job.
You'll get retribution if you don't do that sucky job well.
Better pray hard that you will not see me at anywhere, alone.

I will do anything i want.

2009-06-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

Get out of my life.

Be it you, you or you.

Get lost you that freak.

Get lost.

The whole clique.

Please don't interfere my life.

Break Camp.

2009-06-09T15:46:00.002+08:00

Finally, break-ed camp for like maybe 27 hours ago.

& I slept from 1+ all the way to 3+ in mama's car.
Then had my lunch for half an hour.
Continued to sleep in the car until reached home @ 4.30.

Reached home, i slept on the sofa for 6 hours.
Parents woke me up, chased me to their bedroom to sleep.
By the way,
I was sleeping with my parents few days before camp because of my weird weird feeling.
And from 10.30pm (last night), I slept all the way until 2pm (just now)
Bath-ed and ate (my first meal after 20+ hours..
Now blogging.
Seiyi's real tired now :x

Anyway, camp's quite success :]
(omg, sweeteng just sms-ed about nat comp trainings......)
Very very unhappy and angry with some people.
Name: Samantha & Shi Hwee.
Take 27+hours ago for example.
Break-ed camp.
Committee were busy packing up all the stuffs to go home & rest.
BUT these particular 2 people were busy chatting with the trainees.
Entertaining, yeap, they are entertainers.
Professional ones.
Before closing ceremony, trainees were asked to carry their stuffs down.
These 2 people went to take theirs down as well.
Eh, trainees leh.
Are they trainees?
Then when break-ed camp.
Committee went back bunks to clear stuffs.
Huda came to help us with the uniforms.
Thanks dear :)
But the 2 people leh.
Doing what.
DAMN.

Okay, after settling our stuffs.
Committee went to help packing again.
NOTE: Committee, EXCLUDES them.
Even Helen came to help us in the end.
Me & Surong got to go.
Since my mama wait-ed for a long time & we've done our part packing the stuffs and somemore, Mr Low allowed us to go.

I'm really really bu shuang when i got to leave liao.
The rest, only a few people, even Instr.Yeexuan was helping us.
Samantha and Shi Hwee still at there, entertaining.
I went up to them, in a sacarstic tone.

"Eh Samantha and you, ya, SSGT ShiHwee. Committee are packing the stuffs now. It's very messy and all of us are very busy. I think hor, instead of sitting down here chatting with them, you two should go and help out leh."

"Oh.. okay... err.."

(Shurong and me go take our stuffs ready to leave.)

"Seiyi arh. What are you doing arh? Where are you going..? asked by the older one, sacarstic & bushuang tone.

"We are going home. We've done our part clearing all the stuffs and my mama is waiting for us.
& Mr Low wants us(me and shurong) to go home now."

The rest i don't know liao.
Sibeh bushuang them lo.
不爽本小姐在小的面前丢你们的脸啊？
想在小的面前丢我的脸？
你们（那两个人）没那个本事。
I don't care even though she is my senior or same batch.
When she done something wrong or what.
Anyway, she knew nothing i think.
Eh you (refering to her).
Get the fact right before telling me what to do.
You don't deserve my respect, at all.

你惹火本小姐了。

Will be back later.

2009-06-04T11:42:00.002+08:00

YAY :D I've completed the CCM proposal already.
Left my own preparation for annual camp.
And i'm not that looking forward to it like i used to :x
Except for third day which should be.. more fun?

Haiix. I think i'll screw up for my dept during the camp.
Already prepared to get scoldingssss from them D:
Hmm..

我的心情又跌入谷底了。
不希望是因为你。

我不明白。
我也不快乐。
我真的很不快乐。
我想放手的，只是心里真的很不舍。
我该怎么做才可以彻彻底底的忘掉你？
想起了你只会让我觉得痛苦。
你并不和我一样。
你不在乎。

我在乎，可是很失望，所以不快乐。
我不喜欢。
我要回我的快乐。

2009-06-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

我只能说：

行动还是最实际。

2009-06-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

I'm not happy ):

I don't like the way we work.
I don't like to be alone doing the proposal when by right it should be a group work.
I don't like people being so irresponsible.
I don't like.

Be it for the SJ stuff or CCM stuff.

I'm really really unhappy now.

RAWR.

2009-06-01T09:36:00.004+08:00

致给在远方我最爱的你。

我很想你。
还有我们在一起的日子。
你会回来吗？
我不知道。
因为有太多太多和你的回忆，我想，我才会这么难放下。
那你呢？
在那里的日子还好吗？
最重要的是，
你快乐吗？
你快乐，我也无怨无悔了。
那些为你掉过的眼泪也都值得了。
真的很想念。
真的很对不起。

只是我真的好想好想再紧紧地拥抱着你，
对你说出那很简单、意义却很深刻的三个字—我爱你。
还会有这么的一天吗？
你还会回到我身边吗？
我知道你会觉得我很傻。
因为你伤害我太深，我却希望一切能从来。
也许，一年半后。

If one day we are separated,
dun forget to miss me.
If one day we are separated,
dun forget about me...
I will always love you<3

现在，轮到我告诉你了。
要记得，它一直都在。
(:

2009-05-30T21:48:00.005+08:00

I think i'm okay already.
Thanks to friends :D
They have been a great help lately.
Giving me lots of support mentally.
Hmm..
Jiayou Seiyi, got to be strong and move on with your life happily!
Unworthy, indeed.

PICTURES OF ME & YOUUUUU!

i love you girls, seriously.

Went for AHNCourse today.

Almost screw up th practical [blood pressure].

& i'm very forgetful, melissa mdm told me that.

Because I can't remember the blood pressure & tube feeding procedure well.

Got myself confused :x

Yipee. June Holiday starts tomorrow!

BUTBUTBUT, this coming week will be a busy one.

OMG. PK with 小强 >.<

Jump here and there.

AHHA.

&&& monday's ktv session with shurong, wanchiao and christine!

Damn looking forward!

Last but not least, thanks sweeteng for the kinder bueno (:

Sweeeeeeet!

Byebye`

2009-05-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

羡慕她有个这么爱她的人。

2009-05-29T16:54:00.002+08:00

Gotten back my report book.
Aiya, got deprovement & improvement?
Mr Wee told my mama that i can score A1 for all subjects if i don't have any cca.
Hahs, he funny la :D

Anyway, i think i'm slightly better already!
Ah, you know what i'm refering to.
I NEED A HUG.
From a guy, not girl because..
Girls understand la.

Yeap, just like what i've told sweeteng.
只有拿得起放得下的人才会得到幸福。
I will let go, perhaps slowly by slowly, since there's too much memories already.
Even a single action or word can reminds me of him.
Let alone all the places that we've went before.
& Haha.......
AH!

Hmm, currently doing the powerpoint for tomorrow's assessment.
Omg. Theory & practical assessment and the presentation are to be completed in one day!
Assessment criteria marx.
Sure no problem la, piece of cake =x
But i don't know how to use the sethoscope (sp)?
I mean.. i can't feel the pulse leh.
Tomorrow need to act liao.
Hahs.

Later going out to shopping w mama to relieve stress &......!
And very sorry that i scared some of you yesterday with my red and swollen eyes.
I can't control you see..
& thanks to people like shurong, peixin, jelyn ... etc. of 3/6 who cared for me.
Like what peixin have said, the sky won't falls..
I will pick myself up & get ready for upcoming challenges..
虽然还是会想起了你。

不会后悔，或者有遗憾。
因为爱过你深深的。

2009-05-28T20:19:00.003+08:00

Yishen, you're right..

Sometimes things are really hard to let go.
Especially when those meant so much in one's heart.
Especially when everything happened so suddenly.

For every tears that i shed, it shows how much i cared.
He said it's the best choice, i can't do anything more but to accept the fact.
Yeap, sacrificing myself in exchange of his happiness & freedom.
It sounds noble & strong, but it takes a lot of courage to do so.
I've hurt my heart for numerous times, i guess it hates me for sure.

What else can i do?
I don't know, for now.
The hurt was so great. I can't make myself like nothing has happen in a short time.
I need help.
I'm not him.. I'm not prepared for this.
I'm a girl.. I really can't take so much at one go.

Hmmmmmm.
I've got my friends :D

2009-05-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

又不是第一次了。。

即使哭了，会有什么作用？

请不要让我独处。
我怕我会控制不了。

:)

2009-05-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS!
except for geography, by ONE mark..

Aiya, combined humans so, luckily still got social studies.
I won't put up my grades over here, of course.
Hahs, got people need to treat me chocolate cake & cheese fries already :D
Hmm.. Quite happy with my POA?
Rather surprised with chemistry & amath.
Improvement seen on english & biology.
Eh the rest don't need to say one la!
>.<

For the time being, i think i only need to focus more on preparing the camp stuff & my advance home nursing.
Haven't study yet, but soon.
Anyway,
i think i sort of addicted to this song..
我知道 - By2
http://www.imeem.com/people/cUuw2X/video/0aUQB6Ak/by2-wo-zhi-dao-music-video/

Go ktv i think i'll sing this song like don't know how many times.
Hmm, don't even think to snatch the microphone from me!
Hahs, i'm bad >.<
Aiyo, just find this song okay..
& this is the only song i understand from the 2 girls..

I want to go ktv.
Sing my lungs out.

Oh, it's raining..

2009-05-24T15:58:00.003+08:00

I'm okay already (:

Just completed my Biology & POA E-learning. ^^
But i don't feel like doing Chemistry..
Ah nevermind, next time then do.

Currently..
Feel like doing my proposal for the annual camp.
Almost leaked out my dept :x
It's a secret.
Hmm, i'm looking forward to ANNUAL CAMP!
5 June - 8 June.

& i need to plan out my timetable already.
Since there are going to be comp trainings.. etc.
Need to plan some dates for gatherings, with my love ones =)
Ah, NPCC got lots events in June i guess..
>.<

Hmm.. I still have to get my group to do the proposal for CCM.
Ah, rather difficult for me to choose a date in before 5 June to do it.
Yeap, deadline is 5 June.
I think it's obvious that my role in this group is.... l***** o.o
Hope this 2 weeks will go smoothly.
Next saturday will be having assessment for the Advance Home Nursing.
So fast? Hmmmm.
I want to pass.
I want to beat that noisy one [sweeteng & annie should know who the person is]
Hahs, no more ____ _____ for you ;x
Oops, I'm little bad over here!

Jiayou girls, we can do it!

Got to grab something to eat now, byes!

2009-05-24T13:02:00.001+08:00

Not fair.

>.<

I'm not happy with you now.

2009-05-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

Sweeteng told me to blog & here i am.
o.o

Hah, tell you my day of today.
Mood was rather.. okay?
Yeap, had breakfast with choonlong @mcd.
I ate Big Breakfast :D
Damn love the scrambled egg with lots pepper <3
Then walked around w him until 12 +
Rushed to school for the higher chinese oral practice.
I am late :x
But it's okay, teacher don't care.

When it's my turn for the oral practice,
I wasn't really that focus anyway..
Just anyhow say lo..
But mdm oh said my reaction was rather fast and i got a lot of "errr.." >.<
Can la, then went for activity.
Like that lo.
Today's activity was rather bored.
Although there was camp briefing for all, but don't have the excitement.
D:

Haiix, tomorrow there's this advance home nursing course.
Quite boring i think.
All those lectures.
Imagine me sitting rotting there with so much new information that needs to be absorbed into the brain.
I think i will buy some tidbits.
Sit at the last row.
Like during Basic HN Instructor course like that.
Ahha! (:
Really... The lectures..
We will be taught on those new stuffs we did not learn before....
Save me please.
I can't escape anymore.
but.
I would not let history happen again.
I must help CPBS to earn badges!
Jiayou to the 3 of us.
Enjoy the fun. Hah >.<

To think i will need to wake up early tomorrow morning.
I better go to sleep now.
Good night.

I miss you, yes i do.

2009-05-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Sports Carnival for Sec 1,2 &3!
SCMC, as well as ST.JOHN members (i think?) will be busy!

Hopefully everyone will be careful..
Although sometimes when there is no business for us will be rather bored la..
Just don't give me some serious cases will do.
>.<

Eh, Sec fours having their Chinese Olvl in a few weeks' time!
Goodluck :D
Heard from wenkang that they are having chinese focus everyday.
That's bored.
Ah..
Next year will be our turn? o.o

Tomorrow's level 3 training too!
Quite looking forward.

Bye!

2009-05-18T20:24:00.002+08:00

EXAMS OVER :D

还是心情不好。

Planned the duty slots for wednesday's sports carnival.
Having a little struggle with it, but manage to complete it.
:/ I think it wasn't really well allocated.
I had no choice.
They have to learn and gain experience.
Worrying, but i think they will do a good job.
Tomorrow & on the day itself i will NAG.
Hope they'll know what to do barh.

Amath:
-Able to pass?
-I finally tried to do a surd question!

AHHH.
I don't feel like doing proposal.
Sorry, yishen.
I guess i can only send it to you tomorrow.
Need to adjust my emotion.

Cheer up, girl.

2009-05-17T16:50:00.003+08:00

Song playing:　如果我变成回忆 -tank

Don't know what to say.
I don't know what i'm doing & thinking lately.
Duh.
Can i say i'm missing you?
>.<
POA was rather okay.
Only the trial balance question i couldn't balance it. :/
Basketball-ed @ RP.
to be more specific, accompanied choonlong with the other 9 guys.
Sat there & rot a little.
On the way to rp saw Ms Ong.
Oops, bad impression liao.
I'm not flirt.
I'm....?

Tomorrow having the last paper- Amath.
I hope i am able to do most of the questions..
I wanted to continue taking it.
But i think i have exam phobia, then i'll screw everthing.
& morning assembly.. :
D
Can la, i dragged to high pitch.
I'm not used to low pitch.
And somehow, was like trembling while shouting the last command. o.o

Monday-
Meeting & dental appointment after last paper.
& i thought whole week can rest..
Sad.

Tueday- having fa practical with the young ones.
Ah, i became th old one liao D:

Wednesday-
Post exam activities w Sports Carnival + Level 3 Training until 5 +

Thursday-
Elearning from 1300- 1645, but couldn't make it due to Level 3 Training.

Friday-
Elearning from 1300....until don't know what time; couldn't make it due to activity.

This means that i need to do the elearning in the morning or at night?!
-.-
I don't want.

Empty..

失去联络。

你还好吗？
应该是想念。

2009-05-02T19:15:00.005+08:00

Today's EM Paper 2 & Biology were rather okay for me :D

EM
-Careless mistake on graph =x
( Only spotted 2 solutions when by right there are 3 )

Biology
-I wonder why i still don't know what is the cause & effect of diarhorrea (sp?)

After Bio paper went to the parade square & practiced with Annie for tomorrow's morning assembly.
With so so many people there.
So ps, as they said i very obscene.
Raise legs to 90deg but... oops =x
Pervert la D:
People present: Choon Long, Shu Rong, Gabriel, Wei Ting, Woon Kian, Jiajun, Ming Fang, Anthony, Joey & Kai Chong.
7 guys leh -.-
no face liao x.x
Ah duh,
I'm nervousssssssssssssss !

aiYa, I can de la :D

And anyway, tomorrow, by left and by right I can go to school at a later time.
But because of the morning assembly thing, I need to wake up @ 4.10 again.
Should have exchange with sweeteng or amirah.
Luckily got ANNIE to accompany.
After morning assembly, POA revision @ library.
Otherwise can go healthy lifestyle!
With Graduating classes? Errr, i think forget it la.
I know Annie wants to find her handsome dude!
花痴。hahas!

I'll continue my POA revision..
Best of luck to me.

& everyone who's taking exams tomorrow!
Physics + POA.
Waseh.

2009-05-02T19:15:00.004+08:00

我的心，真的很乱。

2009-05-02T19:15:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow - Math 1 & SS
Wed - GeogE & Chemistry
Thu - Math 2 & Biology
Fri - POA
Mon - Amath

Still got a long way to go.
But i don't have the motivation le.
D:
I can't concentrate again.
Wednesday, 2 papers with so much things to memorise.
& i'm still very unsure on Chap 9 & 10 for Chem.
Argh. Geog, i still havent memorise those SEQ answers.
):
):
):
i don't want to have any exams with my mood like this.
i don't know what i'm thinking lately..

2009-05-02T19:15:00.000+08:00

Copying ss notes in progress.

>.<

Abit disappointed.

2009-04-19T21:27:00.004+08:00

SHURONG!
i finally understand your story le! :D

I'm envy, really.
(not because of the story la, of course.)
that 小鹿乱撞feeling...
CUTE!

It reminds me of last time, during primary school.
No matter what,
you happy jiu good, my dear girl (:

2009-04-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

sunday-

Few weeks' time to mid year exam already.
Kind of nervous, since our math is far far behind from other classes D:
The rest, i hope should be okay.
Although i didn't really pay much attention during lessons.
Still got distracted at times, i don't know what to do to it.

AH. CCA stopped already.
It's a good thing, at least i've got more time to study and rest..
Yeap, i start to prefer to spend my time doing homework in school.
Because i conclude that the travelling from m'sia to s'pore or vice versa makes me super tired to do anything.
The only thing i would want to do after these travelling is to sleep. zzzzz~
Ohya, last night i dreamt of 世界末日。
Scary, i don't want to die so soon....
I still got tasks for me to accomplish, wishes that yet to be fulfilled.
I want to love you (:

我要去唱歌! -.-

2009-04-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

如果有一天，
时光能够倒流...

好想再来一次。

2009-04-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

我控制不了我的情感和情绪。

真的累了。

2009-04-12T16:37:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS :D

it's SUNDAY~!

Hmm, yesterday done most of my homework already.
Still left the english LTE (i don't know how to do) & ss research thingy.
And and and i have not memorise the chinese 每日一讲! x.x
Aiyo, i just take my time slowly la...... >.<

Thursday had mass run public duty!
i'm 小妹妹! =)
The sec 4s+5s girls didn't manage to complete their run due to the rain.
Ellis so agitated + disappointed i guess? @.@
Friday shopped @vivo with mama & cousins..
& rewind back to Tuesday, had napfa test.
Omg, i failed my shutter run!
Quite unbelieveable la, although i'm not the kind who can run super fast, but this time round i fail, sure got some reasons behind it de!
- I dropped the beanbag, or you called it as sandbag? o.o
- My spec almost drop when i make the turns (i forgot to put on spec hooks). D:
- The floor is slippery? I scared i will fall. o.O

Tomorrow there's PE, i think i will re-run for the shutter run barh?
my 2.4 timing was 14.25 D:
I'm just that slow-ed by 0.04s or i would have gotten an A! AHHH!
Sit-up: 36
Standing broadjump: 155?
Inclined pull-up: 20
Sit & Reach: 41
._.

AHAHHAHA:D
this week will be more relax compared to those previous ones!
Craving for ice cream now >.<
Byes!

Mai Ya Tang - Jay Chou

2009-04-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

LALALALAS :D

I realised that it's so hard for me to smile these few days.
Maybe because of that matter, or maybe not.
There's something on my heart and forbids me to remove it.
A rock? Because it's heavy and makes me feeling so low.
A lock? Whereby i couldn't find the key or i just don't let anyone to use the key.
Ah, i don't know.

Tomorrow is the beginning of the new week again -.-
Monday blues D:
And tomorrow's morning parade is YISHEN & SHURONG!
Woots. This week is SJAB's turn.
I'm on thurday! With little Annie (:
Hope things go well....

AHH. Tomorrow i need to run 2.4 again?
Last monday my timing was 14.25 :D
Cheers. Luckily didn't had stitch on the way like i used to.
I scare i screwed up my standing broadjump.
Ask choonlong help me jump -.-
Hahas! He can jumped super far & run super fast lo >.<
& Yeap, tomorrow Mr Lim is going to treat us cake for the CD through the Arts thing.
I think he is RICH (:
Next time ask him sponsor those food la!
Ah......
Tomorrow!
Tuesday.....
Wednesday.....
Thursday......
FRIDAY!

已经开始想念你了。。。

2009-04-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

不想这样的。

累了，倦了...
选择放手，是不想看见你在那里因为我而受更多的委屈。
会心痛，你不懂。
我也不想因为我好强的个性再继续跟你争吵。
更多的不快乐，再逞强有什么用？
也许你是那个对的人，可是我们却在错的时间相遇，才会导致这么多的摩擦吧！
第三次了。
今年，应该没有时间了。
但我知道你还记得，我们曾经说过的“契约”。
那个见效日期还没到，还有机会的。
到时，我也不晓得.......
:)

________________________________________________________________

am i being appreciated?
i doubt so..
it's okay!
i don't appreciate it either!
cheers :D

2009-04-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

Ewws o.o

Today is APRIL'S FOOL DAY -.-
The first prank was by Ms Ng Swee Teng, about the nat comp train O.O
The second prank was also by her, but i've forgotten what is it about.

Hmm, and there's some other pranks by the others to the others la.
After school Mr Low was being fooled by one of his student.
Hahas, funny :D
But overall this year's today is still okay la.
Although the mood isn't right..

After school headed to the dental.
Slept on the way to there, while waiting for my turn & on the way back home.
Am super tired.
And then when the nurse called me, nearly had a shock >.<
Walked walked to there and sit on the thing, slept again =.=
The dentist woke me up by his singing........

YEEEAP. i've completed all the forms!
Woots.
Tomorrow another busy day..?
Friday & Saturday as well.
Oh man, help me to manage my time ~!

Bye-d !

2009-03-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

GAH D:

There are a lot of paper work for me to do.
I don't know where to start =.=
Deadline is 31 March.
OMG o.o
And i don't know how to do my POA homework.

I think i better rush to finish the forms first.
AH!

2009-03-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

lalallalala :D

Today the public duty was..
Okay, someone from that particular cca had offended me :x
Fine, the tape wasn't that long enough, so the gauze pad came off after that.
It's my fault alrights.
But I Don't see a need for you to shake your head whenever you saw me.
Even the casualty also didn't say much, you talk so much for what.
Maybe next time NPCC got public duty i don't want to go liao D:
It seems that only Mrs Goh will say thank you to us only.
Complaints:
The first aid post wasn't set up.
Tables and chairs are carried by us (what is this!)
The weather is like damn hot and ya, no shelter for us also.
Although in the middle of the competition, Zheng Xiong then moved the whiteboard behind us to block the sun.
Ah, from what i know Mrs Goh and the... Thomas or Terrence Sir came to asked us something.
But really la, the service provided is -.-

By the way, Kai Chong is the first, one and ony casualty for today.
He injured it when moving the whiteboard (so heavy).
I cleaned the wound for him lo.
Like that lo.
Aiyo, next time be more careful la! :]

That's the end for today.
Homeworks left: POA & English (:

2009-03-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

SEIYI ROCKS :D

hahahhahaha.
psps, i'm abnormal today.

BECAUSE I"VE WALKED FROM THE S"PORE CHECKPOINT TO THE M"SIA CHECKPOINT!

woots! =)
applause to me!
hehes. but then it's quite far de...
reminds me of the long long expedition.
And ya, walked with shurong, ceslie, sing siang, sing yong and KAIXUN!
The CAPS one is the oldest one!
Still say what he's kid in his heart? Ah?
Err, and he was awarded for the Best Caring Senior in Riverside BB. >.<
He's the same age with Gavin sir uh. Same class somemore o.o

Hmm..
Tomorrow there's public duty.
Suddenly i don't feel like going D:
Ah, but already promised....
Just go for it barh!

& ya, takecares all.

Night.

2009-03-22T20:42:00.002+08:00

yeap, i know i'm late!

CONGRATS THAT WE WON :D
3 CHAMPIONS !

WELL DONE EVERYONE (:

Hahas, today rush homeworks~
Due to the special reason (-.-) i had serious stomach cramps until i almost fainted.
No lying, serious.
My skin was damn cold clammy de leh.
Then the whole face very pale (my parents said so).
Whole body no strength at all.
& when i went to the clinic, damn many people.
Duh, people's immune system is getting poorer and poorer.
So i went home and slept from 3+ to 5+
Luckily i'm better after the nappy!

Still got some homeworks undone and i don't feel like doing.
Tired, i don't know why.
Amath worksheets & POA & Chemistry E-learning.
Now chiong-ing the Chinese powerpoint.
ARGH.
I'm sad la!
Why so many homeworks de!
Don't want to study liao =x

I want rest
I want rest
I want rest........

Loved <3

2009-03-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

okay, tomorrow is the competition.
i'm having a mixed feeling now :x

i don't feel like studying now.
it's just ya, i don't think i can remember those knowledge now.
pray hard that tomorrow i will not be that forgetful and retard.
duh, some people love their retard-ness, i don't.
cause' it can harm me like rubbish. D:

don't worry. later on i will revise :]
i'm not a slacker.
i don't want to 自投罗网。
unless it's those math or sciences qns which i really don't know then i will surrender.
otherwise, i won't give up that easily.
heys, i think math qns i also will try for that method mark.
conclusion : no giving up without trying.

yupp, tomorrow i will be preparing sandwiches filled with my love & support for NC and yishen& erron.
hehes. same team, same batch yeah?
i hope i won't cry.
i hope i will stay strong until i reach home.
i hope everything will go smoothly.
what we expect to get, will be ours.

we will be better.
better than the rest.
may not be the best,
but at least we're better :)
i'll be satisfied with this.

Hmm, just now post an entry at sj sec3 blog.
NOW OR NEVER from HSM3
It motivates me.
Hehs.
Fast rhythm songs. *winks

Okay, i'll continue tomorrow night.
Will be good news! CHEEESE :D

: Positive thinking + Confidence.

Thanks dear, i love you <3

2009-03-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

Tired.

Need to finish my proposal by today?
Am i able to finish it...? o.o

Math matrices portfolio
Chemistry TB qns & assignment
Online forum
Schedule thingy
Basic HN Instr. Assessment Theory + Practical

The tasks as mention above will take me a whole day (tomorrow).
I want shopping to cool myself down.
& shitty, I can't resist the temptation to eat those spicy & fried stuff.
My throat is already in a sicky state.
Oh no, just 3 weeks? away!
D:

I will try my best to control myself.
Herbal tea every day? :D
Ok.

Sick, argh..

2009-03-01T15:45:00.002+08:00

Ok, i'm sick again.
Another flu and this is the 2nd time since the year 2009 started.
I wonder how am i going to survive this year. o.o
Speedy recovery please...
Common test period now and competition is just few weeks away! >.<

& there are a lot of things for me to do.
But i don't have the energy uh.
I feel like sleeping..
And this flu makes me even worse.
The braces ain't making me better as well.
I WANT TO GO FOR MY DENTAL APPOINTMENT!
but i don't have the time...
Actual appointment: 28 Feb
But due to the basic hn instr. course, i have to postpone and i do not know when is the exact date!
The braces is like losening already, then soon there will be ulcers in my mouth thus making me damn uncomfortable de!
Tuesday, please... Excuse me from comp train? I don't know what will be the reply...
Monday, need to do some planning and there's tuition afterwards!
Oh damn, i wanna go for comp train but these circumstances just don't allow me!
Feeling so warm now... D:

Things not done:
-Revise chemistry
-Math portfolio
-A math WorksheetS
-Do proposal

Things done:
-Chemistry assignment

All the things not done must be finish by today!
Arghhhhhh... I'm tired.. ):
Ace-learning that website sucks la.
I can't open what i want.
How am i going to learn?
And the A math worksheets driving me mad.
I don't know how to do the ws 2.7 & 2.8 and extra practices given as homeworks!
Shit.
Can someone teach me a math...?
I'm so tired that during every tuition i couldn't concentrate as well...
Failing a math for this common test should be expected -.-
Duh.

But at least there's something that cheered me up.
I"VE PASSED MY BASIC HOME NURSING INSTRUCTOR THEORY PAPER!
89% - the score is just so unexpected.
and there's still theory and practical assessment on 14march.
next saturday will be POP (:
Hmm, i guess every week there will still be something that is unexpected for me! :D
Positive++
After this busy period of time i promise to reward myself.
JIAYOUS!

找回属于自己的信心。

2009-02-22T18:07:00.013+08:00

Picuturessss :D

Sweeteng in the reflection, plus annie's sleeping face. hahas!

Kissss~ omg, don't jealous.

Annie: I want kisssssss....!

Sweeteng: Seeeee! My eyes is bigger than Seiyi's! (force)

Annie's sotong face~

CHeeeeeese~

I lazy to rotate this picture.

I don't know the guy's name who help me to take this picture leh.

I look... childish.

SHURONG~!

Me & sis. Taken during cny. Ah, that's long.

My daughter Haha & doggie cute right?

Taken on th way to terminals.. Blur....

I'm lousy in cam-whore D:

Tag replies :

Anthony:

Oh hello, aiyo. Typo error never mind de la (: Thanks anyway.

Syarif:
3/6 guy! Hahas, it's a fact!

Kaichong:

Huh huh huh ? >.<>

3/6 got 24 girls + 18 guys. Lazy to list out th guys la! hahas (:

Baby:

Huh?! who are you arh.?! went to wrong blog arh? Hahas. okok(: aye, won't jealous? =)

Off to dinner -.-

I want to be alone awhile..

2009-02-22T17:38:00.002+08:00

Okay.

Everything settled. This is a latest update la.
But came in quite late.
Ah whatever, it's over! :D

Gonna start common test tomorrow.
Oh that's a disaster for me.
Didn't pay that much of attention to academic for this period of time.
Perhaps because of comp but i think the main reason is that, i get distracted.....
I feel like sleeping during every lesson D:
You can see me yawning at least once on every lesson -.-
I keep myself awake by bullying shurong x.x
Eh, not enough sleep la.
Try that, 11pm you turn in and 4.10 you wake up.
Today i woke up at 1pm.
Ah, pro.

Yesterday had basic home nursing instructor course at Bukit Merah Sec.
Saw some familiar faces who attended the Advance NCOs with us.
& finally i knew how to do the envelope fold le! (:
Must propose a home nursing room layout to VP.
Must must must (serious).

For the past one week i know i've been staying back almost everyday except on monday.
Every monday i've got tuition marx.
But tomorrow's will be cancelled because i got 2 make up lessons!
Math and SS.
Duh, i'm tired...

(parents quarrelling now) D:
(throwing things...) -.-

I hate quarrels.
I don't want to stay at home already.
Take me away.

Moodless.

2009-02-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

& you'll never know that how much we've beared just because of you.

you want everyone to know, it's fine to me anyway.

i'm always the baddie.

hey, 3 cheers to seiyi :D

2009-02-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Seriously, no point explaining.
I don't want to care about this matter.

I rather go and sleep.
When you curse someone, you're the one in the end who hurts yourself.
Think, if you have a brain.
Eh, i don't care.

Let me be a bad person if you think i am.

Add on: 3/6 guys are gentlemen, i agreeeeee!

2009-02-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hi all, i know it has been a super long time since i last blogged.
I'm lazy & super busy.

Today just ended the Sec3 Adventure Camp at Kota Tinggi.
Mum fetched me back from school (:
Hmm, totally tired & ya, so confused :x
& I cried for this consecutive 3 days.
First day: High elements ( I'm afriad of height...... )
Second day: Water activities (I got water phobia...)
Today: SHHHHHH, it's not something happy anyway!

Okay la, the high elements i only climbed not more than 5 steps then my legs like super jelly liao.
3 storey high uh, why not install the lift right? o.o
& by right i can try the flying fox, but too sad.
Then i cried lo...
Thanks to most of th 3/6 ians + Choon Long la. hahas :D
For the water activities, hmm, the jumping jetty(?)....
Mr Lee lo, somewhat indirectly force me to jump,
in the end i just sit there, then jumped into the water, holding their hands. -.-
At first i really don't feel like jumping because ya, when my legs couldn't touch the ground i will struggle like an idiot even if there's life vest on myself.
Insecurity & lack of trust.

Ohya, the bridge thing thing.
Okay, i must specially thanks to SHURONG & Iskandar! ^^
They helped me a lot, seriously.
& the rest for not jumping & shaking the bridge...
Bridge, reminds me of Ms Wong lo.
& she's very xing fu!
Mr Low came to Kota Tinggi specially for her last night!
Should be la, because we saw him at the resort marx, then when we're on the way back to S'pore, Ms Wong was holding to a ..... (how to say) aiya, flowers la!
Hmm, enough of these things la...
Camp was rather tiring, a pity that WanChiao was not there,....
I missed her a lot lo, sweeeeeet mama!
And congrats to 3/6 winning the best group!
This is a great start and I believed in the future we can soar for greater heights together!
3/6 rocks (:

Okay, time for serious stuff.
I guessed recently i'm super unhappy about the SCT.
And now, this particular person wanna us do self-reflection, which i'm totally at a loss on what to do. No offence arh, i just wanna put every names as anonymous (sp?).
Fine, i know that sometimes my attitude sucks.
But this only happens when someone provoke me or what.
Otherwise, i'm not that mean nor childish to spend my mood on that.
I don't care any seniors who will be reading this,
I don't care whether you're in the same batch as me,
I don't care after this post whoever will diao me or scold me,
for all these unnecessary things, i don't care.
This is my blog, you don't like it, please scram off asap.
Your existence is nothing to me, at all.

Firstly, i'm totally object on having SCT on sundays.
Reason: PLEASE, spare a thought for me & shurong. Saturday there's already trainings, and what's now?! Even my one & only day for me to rest you want to snatch away. & it's not rest only, i need to do my homeworks okay. Common test is drawing nearer, competition as well. BALANCE, is it that difficult for you? I know you are SUPER devoted to sj, i'm not. I am spending like 4 days on CCA ever week, 3 days on academic & my own freedom, isn't that enough? What do you still want? Oh i know, you wanted us to tire ourselves out, physically & mentally break down issit? Fine, I'll make sure you're the one who worn out first. Play with me, you are ending yourself up as a loser.

So what if you have th power?
Issit that difficult for you to think for others? We live in m'sia, & it's like we're spending 3-4 hours on travelling, you? During this period of time, you can do a lot of things. We can't. Can you see the big obvious difference? Although i may just be a timer, perhaps to you it's nothing at all. Having SCT is your decision, we're just followers, you are leader? Whatever you say we must listen, when it came to our turn, do you bother? You insisted on your decision. I tell you, you're not a leader at all. Stop your attitude & arrogance. You're worse off than me. Cry for all you want if you think you suffered, hate me for all you want if you think you're offended. Remember, one does not control all, you are not the only one. /

Duh, i guess i will stop here before i became a devil.
ln fact i am when i'm posting on this section.
Ah, change back.

(sweeeeet) I go sleep liao la, byebye :D
missme & last,

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO ALL EXCEPT FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :]

2009-01-24T16:25:00.006+08:00

A close-up view of Doggieeeee

This is a cool version.

It is cuteeeeeeee~ omg.

Hehes, some pictures taken at Erron's house during the meeting.
Cute right? :D
Yesterday morning was sort of busy?
Run here and there to get the performance groups.
I was the backstage helper marx...
Got hongbao & sweets for reward also :x
Hahas! ^^

& for the past few weeks...
Student Leaders Meeting was okay.
I represented the COL Champs (:
With An Ni, Le Qun & Syakir.
Hehes, this year the COL Committee would be fun!
I remembered that fengshan was somehow "eh, why are you here?" when i was changing in the washroom to go for the meeting.
then the next reaction was " why is it you?" after i said i was going for the meeting.
I'm not representing SJAB! :]
My life is not totally tied with SJAB alrights! :D
and hor, VP2, Mr Chen was rather humorous.
& i simply loved these kind of meeting!
You'll get to learn something, really.

Hmm. Last wednesday was ChoonLong's birthday!
He shuang lo. His batch got so many people, then sang a super loud Happy Birthday song for him... Envy >.<
Even myself was distracted by them during comptrain.
Hmm, this wasn't purposely.......
& i sprained a little of my right leg when i didn't notice the step.
Pain, and no one cares (:
Get used la ( sacarstic though).
In the morning must thanks WanChiao for listening to my troubles uh.
She's sweeeet and ya, she did comfort me as well as ChoonLong.
I very bad lo, his birthday then he still need to comfort me.
Thanks la!
Next, for like 2 days went to the custom with Hsing Liang & Chunyeow( 2nd day).
First day keep sour-ed Hsing Liang.
Next day he sour back me.
I admit, these 2 guys are no longer boys.
They are taller than me now! Hahas :D plus abit more mature too :x

Later going out to buy accessoriesssss!
Rest now.
BYE BYE :D

& Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-24T15:40:00.002+08:00

Gah, i sprained my neck? o.o
I hope not..

Hmm, it's been a super long time since i was here.
The modem spoilt but it was fixed today! :D
Tomorrow night going back to Perak, Ipoh D:
& the journey's going to be super long.... about 6 to 7 hours.
But there's someone who will chat with me, right?

And ya, i don't know how to mention it at here.
People will get offended and ya, in the end i'm the one who suffer.
So damn unfair D:
But can i complain? Do i have the rights to do so?
Eh, it a super big NO.
& instead, i'll be blacklisted and being said that i show ATTITUDE.
I finally realised how people can be that realistic.
It's like, when you can gain something from another person, you'll go and bootlick.
When you can't, you'll just throw the people miles away.
People =/= toys.
Worst still, there're some who only recognised people who they can gain benefits from.
Behind the back, backstabbing here & there.
Oh please, stop the childishness.
That's why, powers/authority can be misused for times.
People treat you nice, cared for you, but then, you still like...
You chose the others. Every effort that is made for you is just... wasted.
Plainly wasted.
& you just show your temper & attitude here and there.
I wonder why THEY only criticise on me, not you.
This is some flavourism or what?
I don't want to know.
Okay, i know i seems to make things very 难听
I've changed, but you didn't.
Enough.

Mood-less.

2009-01-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

D:

lost my blogging cells :x

One week's over soon!
& i think i prefer Biology & Higher Chinese than anything else.
Ms Fung is nice & i really like those teachers who have eye contact with us.
It's more friendly compared to the others.

Ya, had recruitment day on Wednesday & things went not that smoothly?
Some sort of a mess? Eh, not really.
But it seems that i'm dreaming and couldn't focus that well.
Footdrill - NA & NC combined. & i don't like that.
Hmm, this is not to offend anyone okay?
Everything's very rush and i'm short of breath while doing the drills.
Upper body felt so tensed especially my chest, couldn't breathe properly.
& that's why after that i looked so sick.
Oh i remembered Ellis gave me a hug :O
Thanks anyway, to those who showed their care to me as well :D
Hmm, NA's timing is rather fast and i don't think i can catch the beat or rhythm?
Especially those stationary drills.
I've my own ways, but was disapproved.
Gah.......

My health is in a green-going-to-red status.

Goodnight/

2009-01-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

无言以对。

你不会了解，更不会回想。

2009-01-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

Okay, i've just finished changing my blogskin & the blog song as well.
Hmm, that's the song that i meant earlier on.
Eeyer, where's my history........ D:
Gah, i will add that section later on.

Hmm, people, this song super uper nice right?
By Derrick Hoh, the 何维健...
If got someone willing to sing this song for me..........
Ahhahaha, i will say a big "THANKYOU" to you & ___ you! :D
Please, don't think in those dirty ways okay.
I'm very clean (:
But i know that person will never sing, for me....
& hor, this song affects me a lot.
I may just cry in the mid of listening to it.
so don't play with me :x

Ya, lack of words for now.
I forgot my cbox account username & password ):

can time rewind back to the past.........?

2009-01-03T16:39:00.002+08:00

I super love this photo :D
& it's also th wallpaper in my handphone.

I don't know what to do now.
In fact, there are quite a number of things for me to complete.
- Powerpoint slides (left with the animation & pictures)
- FA manual read up
- Chinese 价值观 memorizing (one more page to go D: )
- Read chemistry tb
- Tuition homework
- Buy stationaries
- Polish boots

Gahhhh, i want to buy my new year clothes and watch movieee ):
I've got myself some new clothes le, but not those proper ones for the first two days of chinese new year.
I don't think i got the time to shop, unless my parents drag me :x
Hmm, i think i shall do some tag replies (:

Stupid: Aiyo, i don't know what to say -.-
Ben: Ah, not that late really :]
Elmo & Sad: -.-
Shurong: mama, relax~
Yishen: HELLO :D
Ruiting: Mama fierce fierce, will affect meimei );
SeiYi FanClub P&VP: Funnnnnnnnny.
Ruiting & Shurong: Hmmmmm, we'll talk about this next time yeah?
RongShu: I don't want to be like this, but i've got to tell you, Please respect my friends as well as the fan club. Or else, please leave here & i don't welcome you back.
ChoonLong: oh, okay (: you too.

Duh, mood spoilt when doing the tag reply for that mystery person who always use some weird names. Except for the 大好人。& i know who's the mystery person, if i'm not wrong.
RongShu = Elmo = Sad = Stupid = etc.
I know you know that i know who you are.
Don't make me get agitated & hate you.
我说到做到。
and i guess you know it as well.
Don't make things worse.
You know the consequences.

Okay, i'll stop here.
byebye/

2009-01-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOL :]

I was quite nervous but somehow, i think 3/6 is not bad.
Hmm, i mean the classmates & FT/AFT.

CLASS COMMITTEE OF 3/6.
Chairperson: Farlyanna!
Vice-Chairperson: Pei Xin!
Secretary: Jelyn!
Treasurer: Seiyi! D:
IT Admin: JianQi!
SafetyOfficer: Arjun!

Duh, i 难逃treasurer命！
this year treasurer again, something to do with $$
But overall is still quite slack :x
Hmmmmmm, & today i smiled! (:
Then in the morning hor, i saw nicole & shihyuan.
AND, shikai!
OMG. He wear long pants leh! & he's taller than me now D:
another guy. Hann Shen, from Evergreen sec!
He looks great in long pants! Very equal lo.
& he's still very shy, clownfish!

Anyway, Mr Kenneth Wee is very "papa" lo.
Agree right Shurong? :D
& Ms Sim very....... nothing-to-say.
Next week going to start lessson!
I'm taking Geography, by Mdm Haslinda =]
and next week starts the comptraining :O
21trainings in total.
& i think i've got at least 3 trainings cannot make it?
Ah, i try i try (:
For the sake of everyone, haha.

Hmm, it's late now.
I think i shall stop here.
Good night^^

2009-01-01T16:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

but i'm not happy though ):
I don't know why, it's just a very empty feeling.
& i have not been smiling since last night.
to further elaborate,
I mean, during the countdown, i supposed to be very and super happy to see the fireworks.
But i didn't.

School's starting tommorow.
I've just bought a new bag.
Argh, i need to be more thrifty liao.
Cause' i've used a lot of money on braces.
& I think my siblings will find my parents bias and unfair.
They spoilt me? I doubt so.
I promised to return them the money when i start to work and have my salary.
And i just want to be happy a little.
although all these things does not make me happy like i used to.
I've grown up, i guess.

& i'm still going to take the school bus.
): Shurong isn't.
But this is just temporary, for a month.
I can choose to take public bus together with my sis after that.
But you seeeeee, upper sec textbooks are much more thicker and heavier than lower sec.
PLUS every friday there's going to be activity,
i need to carry so many stuffs........
For my health's sake.
Take school bus, for a month and seeeeeeee first :]

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.
sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.
sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.

elmo emo. emo elmo.
ah, what am i talking about.
crap.

hmm, sweeteng's going to remove her extension ):
but if you think in a positive manner,
she won't use her extended hair to tie a knot?
to "slap" blah blah face?
& to scare me with the curly extension after she have removed her bun.
the extension hair really looks like a snake lo >.<
Aiya, when june holiday she can still add extension de la.
Or by the time her hair very long liao? (:
Woohoooooo.

& lastly, new year resolutions.
1. everyone to be happy & healthy :D
2. i want to be in top 10 in 3/6
3. champion for zone comp.
4. i don't want to say.
5. it's better to keep it inside my heart.

i wanna watch twilight, bedtime stories & angus, thongs and perfect snoggings (sp?) !
):

see you people tomorrow.
i love.... myself =)

2008-12-31T17:58:00.002+08:00

Gah, i'm having hiccups now and it's really miserable.

(drink water)

& i'm feeling better now (:

Today's the last day of the year 2008.
and tomorrow's the first day of 2009.
I am kinda afraid of the coming new year, i don't know why.
I just feel that things will crush together and i will break down.
& i'm taking the 2 maths next year + POA.
Shit. All numbers & figures and so on.
Hmm, i've started to learn amath during tuition and i realise that, my brain cannot works well like previously. It works super slow now.
Perhaps Science would be better and i regretted for not choosing 3/4 (sure can't get in) or 3/5 as my first choice.
At least there's Physics which is usually required for the courses at polytechnic!
It doesn't mean that i wanna go poly as well okay.
Still quite early.

& I want to work very hard for my studies.

I miss you.

2008-12-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

(:

today's 30th december.
argh. time flies.

Okay, currently i'm listening to the song that will become my blog de song.
Super nice i tell you, but i can't tell you the title first.
Can make me cry also......... ):
You'll get to know very soon.
Hahas, shhhh. Maybe later i will change?
Then...
Hmm, got alot of things in my mind that i need to do.
& i wanted to post it out.
Arrrrrangeeeeeee :D

-Change blogskin & blog song.
-Do ppt slides
-etc.
-etc.
-etc.

I can't remember liao.
Hmm, and i think i very weird, for these few days.
I started to do things in the night, then i wake up super late in the afternoon which i have my breakfast as lunch and because of this, my mummy keep nagging me for don't know how many times liao. O.o
I also don't want de.
Then in the end, i am having 失眠症 and loss of appetite.
School's starting very soon, a few days later.
I hope this situation can change for better, really >.<
Sad, ah, it's like that.
I tends to get emo when i'm alone.
): i want......... you! :D
just kidding!

Anyway, today had the last comptrain for the year 2008.
It's at HQ! I don't like it. Very stressful as well.
Must jiayou liao (:
And by right, today i will meet with Cynthia & Eugene de...
But the venue and time suddenly change, so have to cancel.
Ah, sorry! We'll just meet after school reopens alrights?
Miss you all oh ^^
Then.... hmm.
Nothing post liao, better rush off to finish my things!
CHEESE :]

2008-12-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

Oh hello :D

I'm still that exhausted.
Warm :x

Hmm, i just print out the timetable for next year.
Hehes, i think all the teachers should be okay la...

Form : Mr Kenneth Wee & Ms Sim Yeng Suann
English: Ms Jasmine Lim
HMT: should be Mdm Oh
EM & AM: Mr Kenneth Wee (Wa....)
Biology: Ms Fung Eng Chu
Chemistry: Ms Bridgette Wong
CHumans?: -Don't know-
POA: Mrs Sarah Koh
PE: Mr Jamie Chong

Who's the Mr Kenneth Weeeeee?

Ms Bridgette Wong- Oh, i can't forget the way she pronounce some words that i couldn't remember. It's quite funny when i everytime heard those words during Sec 1 as she taught me maths. I always laugh this with the boy who sat beside me who is called.... Kian Weeeee! am i right? o.o

Mr Jamie Chong- I REMEMBER HIM!
That time i had a quarrel with CL and i sat alone at the staircase near canteen and i cried. Argh. And then he was on his way to the second floor and asked me whether i'm okay and need his help.
& alsooooo when i went for my re-test on 2.4km run, and during the last round i almost feel like stopping and i remember that i keep on saying: I want waterrrrrr~ at the corner of Qihua there then he encouraged me and asked me to continue and even told me that after i ran finished he will "lend" me his water bottle. But sadly, err, i couldn't remember what happened to his water bottle and in the end i drank Mr Lee's water. Hahas :D
Hmm, so i completed the 2.4 run for the sake of drinking water. T__T"

Mrs Sarah Koh- Hmm, that time the Jumbo sale she in-charge for the treasurer de arh? I mean, the selling of coupons. Like that lo. Hahas.

Only like that looooooo.
Next year don't know fun anot leh.
Must jiayou on both the cca (comp) & academic liao.
Hopefully i can handle both well.
(:
then i will give myself a treat.
Woohoo :D

& tmr there's BBQ!
and meeting before that.
So i can go? I think so (:

Hmmmm. then i will stop here.

Guess.
Mood-swingggggg~
Tired.
Conclusion: ******

2008-12-26T21:16:00.011+08:00

Ah, boredom o.o

I miss someone badly.
Hmm, not you you you or you.
I don't know what i'm talking also.
Hmm, i want post photos!
Mixed mixed, just those i've taken quite long time ago but too lazy to put it up.

Hehes. Excited? :D

Featuring me & annie! i look so... 你要死了... Wahahaha O.O

Ahh, again. I act cute >.< (so rare)

Emo T.T hmm,this pic last last last time de! my skin look fairer, argh.

featuring me & my kor! eh, no, is 2nd bro. hahas.

he everytime show me some weird facial expressions lo D:

Ceslie, me & Cynthia! hey, they 2 pretty right? hahas, they're mine okay! ^^

AGAIN! hahas. But i think we look very errr...

I like this photo oh (:

Oh this's funny!

Annie: Ahhhh, run for your sweet little life!

Sweeteng (behind): I am not presentable today! (cover face)

but in fact...

Sweeteng: Annie Lim you don't run! AHHHHH, don't take my picture~

Annie: Hehes, i'm so happy! But better run for your life! (run)

Guess what is this.

It looks like a lollipop right?!

My first impression of this thingy is lollipop (:

But..........

You're wrong! it's actually a condom!

Of course fake one la!

And it's not mine. It's my 2nd brother's.

His friend bought this as a souvenir for him at Taiwan.
Then the behind hor, got write something like this:

NOT TO BE USED AS A SUBSTITUE FOR A CONDOM.

And i think it's funny.

The smiley face very cute lo :D

Ah, whatever.

Tmr's comptrain at HQ is cancelled!

I sounded very happy!

And indeed i am! I want sleep....

Now the whole body feel so warm :x

Due to the rain? Drizzle only lo, but sometimes got a super big impact on me.

Note: somtimes only.

But i think i will be fine! This year i'm more healthier than last year right?

Skip. The new timetable's out?!

Form teacher: Mr Kenneth Wee & Ms SimYeng Suann.

And eeeeeeeeyerrrrrr.

HMT lesson on friday until 1315...

I want 1230 go home.....

But still got activity!

Ah, almost forget!

Hmm, i think i feel so tired because i didn't eat rice today.
Inherited from my mummy.

Ah, then today lunch din finish my cup noodles.

Still left a lot arh =X

Then after comptrain went to eat mcdonald.

But didn't manage to finish all the nuggets & fries.

Getting tired & sick of those stuffs.

I'm not angmoh marx. Hahas.

&I think i very abnormal leh.

Hmm, no. This is me, the cheerful one (:

Compared to the last last time, it's better right?

I agree so. hahas :]

Gonna stop here...

But....

Hope that Erron can get well soon!

Yishen can't live without you =X

& he LOVES you.

omg.

Byebyes (:

2008-12-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL :D

although i don't celebrate christmas de la.
but yesterday x'mas eve was fun!
hopefully that next year can also be like this happy^^

hmm, let me do some tag replies since i've not done it for a super long time.
sorry arh >.<

Jiaqi: Oh hello (:

大好人：谢谢你,我没事了。下次就留下你的大名吧！:D

Ceslie: Hmm, a break up but i'm okay now & i'll try to find time to contact you soon, alrights?

MingFang: Err ya i think you should know liao but anyway, thanks!

Jasmine: Okay, and thankyou dear :]

Xiangxun: I'm fine now, really & thanks for your tags with some Funny words. & oops, i forgotten your url! D: & merry x'mas!

Cynthia: Ah, luckily we still got one another. Hmm, single is also a good choice (: Hope you're well tooo.

ChoonLong: Errm, let the matter rest yeah? Takecares =]

ShuRong: 我要呼呼~

MERRY CHRISTMAS and YOU SUCK: oh, you're saying yourself, that's pretty sad.

Felix: (: okayokay & merry x'mas. i've decided t let go as well.

HaiNing: it's quite surprising that you are here, but still merry x'mas :D

And there's nothing much for me to post liao.
ohya, yesterday nearly had a gang fight with the chr girls, most probably from netball cca?
That's sounds weird right?
Because we ain't netball girls.
But yesterday don't know is it that we provoked them or what,
They followed us wherever we go.
and keep staring us with her eyes.
Oh pls la, your eyes don't have the electricity can.
But luckily they went away first even though i wanted to have that fight with them.
Ahha, joking of course :D
I don't want to have bruises or cuts all over.
& i rmb i sms-ed Eugene, cause i thought we may need his help.
Err, for your info, he's from christ church as well.
then in th end things went well without any fighting or what. (:
peace ^(oo)^v

ah, later i going to re-do th pulse&breathing rate thing that Gavin sir asked us to do liao.
So confused, aiyo.
& i haven't do the powerpoint slides nor informing the lecturers.
tomorrow? i hope i remember it barh!

Daddy faster come back pls...
I want to eat dinner.........
再见!

2008-12-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm, ahting ask me to post de...
so here i am (:

Today went to the.. ktv at the civic centre.
Forgotten the name liao...
But hor, overall okay la, only the room quite small, then the lights cannot adjust.
& the tv system super lag.

I sang a lot. (:
Unexpected right? Cuz i don't have that " i know how to sing" face.
Then i think i sang until very 投入。
Aiyo, like that then more feelings marx...
So, today very fun lor! :D
Sorry arh, i think i used the mic for a long time?

Just now had BBQ.
Shurong came, and that's why she blogged in the previous post.
Funny lo! hahas.
I LOVE TODAYYYYYY!
& thanks for making me happy.

ohya. hmm, me & CL become friends.
then... earlier on i mistaken him?
but let bygones be bygones.
so don't hate me nor hate him.
treat us like normal, alrights? (:
hmm,
till here liao.
byebyes.

missme ^^

2008-12-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

NGSHURONG AKA AH RONG AKA DA MEI NV AKA MAMA AKA BLUR QUEEN is here.

i so ke ai.
i cuter than seiyi.
SMILE :D
see, i help her promote blog =.=

2008-12-21T14:17:00.002+08:00

okay, i guess people know what had happened.
& i hope i will be fine after this post.

stay strong.

的确没想过你会说分手
也许太习惯你在我左右
一切来得太突然，我不知所措。
每个地方，每个角落，每个动作，每句话，都勾起了我对你的思念。
可是，回忆就只能停在那里了。
我想了想，也只有结束你才会快乐。
爱不是一加一，努力就会有结果。
一旦感觉没了，感情也就淡了。
就算我再怎么挽留，也是没用。
十个月的恋情，在那一瞬间你却将它摧毁。。。
你真的好自私。
甚至，你还告诉我这个决定是你想了几天才做出的。
我终于知道，你好狠哦。
我不爱你了。
我真的希望我能亲口跟你说。
是你不值得我爱，我的爱不值得给你。
如果你可以对我狠心，我也可以。

我会学会转移目标。
谢谢你让我知道你不是我的终点。
我会尽快找回我的勇气，我的自信，继续冲刺。
而你已经不是在我身边陪我一起的那个人了。
我相信，这回有我的家人和我最要好的朋友们，陪着我。
加油 (:

hey, i'm still okay.
erm, if you all say i very what hor, please tolerate la (:
because i think i'm the one who hurts more lo.
but, for my sake and everyone sake,
i will continue to live my life to the fullest.
so, if this post i sounded too bitchy or what,
pardon me alrights?
so, byes!

2008-12-13T17:52:00.002+08:00

突然很想用华文来blog.

今天特别的倒霉。
也许是因为脾气不好吧，什么事情都要和我唱反调。
看来我是那种不适合摆着一张臭脸，怨言一大堆的人。
要改咯。 (:

早上十点多起床，肚子还是稍微有点痛。
所以就跑到楼下，找手机。
听起来很没link, 可是我就是这样啊。
后来发现了瑞婷的简讯，知道proposal需要再改进，就立刻开了电脑，edit了又edit.
无可否认，我知道我今天的态度不太好。
到了十一点五十分左右才完成，可是我觉得一定不能够pass.
没办法啊，十二点四十要交，又还没冲凉吃早餐（已变成了午餐），而且printer又没有ink.
事情都来得太突然，没顾得了这么多。
所以，我就气冲冲地搭巴士去cwp 可是却找不到他们的踪影，就走啊走，致电给瑞婷。
-.-
结果他们在rp, 因为提早去做publicity的东西。
走了一半，想搭巴士也迟了，就只好继续走啊。
把东西交给瑞婷后，又走回cwp.
可是这时天空却突然下起了大雨，还好我选择了有shelter的路线，不然就超狼狈的leh!
ah,由于穿着拖鞋，走了太多的路，脚也有点破皮了...
到了新加坡关卡，也许是因为心不在焉，差点跌倒...
过后，妈咪带我和姐去吃寿司，心情也比较好一些些。 :D

肚子又饿了，还是先去包明年用的书本吧！
Byebye.

2008-12-13T11:24:00.001+08:00

去死啦。

2008-12-13T11:02:00.002+08:00

STUPID PROPOSAL.

MY BREAKFAST GONE, HAPPY?

12.40pm

i'm not a superwoman.
& think for the others please.

2008-12-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

Didn't go for the compteams '08 celebration?
Ah, don't know la.
Too late at night liao, very unsafe for me.
Hahas, somemore i alone...
They should be enjoying themselves now.
Nevermind, prevention of sore throat if i think in a positive manner++

Next, currently rushing for the proposal again.
This time round with 2 proposals in my hands.
Ah, tonight don't need to sleep liao.
Although in the afternoon i slept for 4 hours?
From 2+ to 6+, ya, can imagine how tired i am.
& i'm having a high risk of getting sore throat ):
I know myself well, so next week, Minxian will be taking over?
Woo, she's very cute & cheerful & hyper la.
No fried & spicy stuff for one week;
less talking for one week;
use low-pitch for one week.
Life's going to be difficult for me...

The ice cream that i'm eating now is delicious!
Long time didn't use "delicious" liao o.o
Weird.

Hmm, tmr need to specially go s'pore to hand in th proposals.
I just informed mummy and she give that -.- face & nagged me again.
No choice arh, yes no yes no huh?
Boyfriend went back to m'sia, still can sms!
Bleahxxx, special treatment la! :p
I missed him so much!
Hope he's doing well now :]

& today's comptraining.
First time doing first aid case until so pekcek.
Don't feel like elaborate it, or later people say i picking on somebody.
Next week sweeteng not coming, make me feel like not going as well.
This weekend is the time for me to relax :D
& not forgetting, digesting the first aid manual D:

Ah, better quickly finish off the proposals.
Tmr i wanna go for my breakfast.
Nights (:

And, stop your that attitude & criticising others.
Cause' you're just making yourself a fool in front of others and creating troubles for yourself.

2008-12-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

Eh people (:

Finally no more ANCO things liao. Cheers :D
But i think today the theory paper was challenging!
Because i dunno how to do, but must be positive ++
I will pass. :)
I will pass. :
I will pass. :(

I dunno la.
Hmm, since they already post out the pictures then forget it barh!
Save my time as well.
Ohya, latest update on me myself.
I've got a haircut recently, my fringe was shortened.
It's bangs, right? Ah, i don't know.
Then behind no more layer, just make it more thinner?
The opposite of thick, ya ^^
I looks weird, seriously. Because my fringe is not that thick enough to make that effect.
And now hor, myfringe quite thin also, with holes in between.
Yucks. Then whenever there's sweat on my forehead, i will have to move th fringe up & backwards.
Hmm, bad english, i understand.

Still got what? Hmm, busy.
& i'm very tired.
But do some tag replies first.
very very long no update liao.
& I might be removing away the tagboard.

Tag replies:

CHOONLONG BF :
Ah, i'm changing it very soon la! & will takecare de. You also hor.
When i'm not around, miss me! Hahas :D And sorry for the late tag reply uh.
Lazy, ya i know you know. Hehes. I LOVE YOU ^^

KELICIA, MINGFANG, ELAINE, FAIQAH & XINYU:
Relink-ed (:

FENGSHAN:
Okay, belated thankyou! Ps >.<
That's all for today~

2008-12-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm, feeling abit better liao.
Today went out with boyfriend :D Super happy & super fun & super SWEET!
Went plazasingapura, vivocity.
Love-d th 3rd level, love-d the bubbles we blew.
Love-d the memories we had today >.<
Now rushing for the proposal again.
11 mistakes, but i think is still okay.
I wanna to turn in early...

Ya, haven't post about the advance nco camp.
4D3N, quite okay actually, not that tough as we all expected.
In fact, was abit slack since there's no changing parade, full uniform only worn for twice.
Shock-ed, maybe next year more different?
Who knows ._.

Hmm, Chairperson Isabel Mdm very cute lo. Especially with her 9 claps.
She looks like the swimmer- Tao Li & also a rabbit o.O
Oh that's my opinion, no offence okay!
Hahas. Then Alfred Sir quite cute also.
Dominic Sir quite handsome, his eyes very small!
Emerson Sir [APC] arh, Daddy Meow >.<
Hoe Theng Sir, he knows how to do splits man!
Jia Jie Sir, oh, kena spotted by him for my messed up Jumping Jets.
Marcus Sir, he quite familiar.....
Gavin Sir, realise that he also quite handsome actually, though he didn't smile alot, was pretty emo, square-d (commented by others). Erm, i'm not saying any bad words arh (:

Hmm, for the Mdms arh...
Tivya Mdm, they say she adorable uh...
Huiying Mdm, i dun really like her la. Cause during footdrill, while doing hentak, she pushed my hand very hard, painful man! feel lyk killing her at that point of time =X She diao me also!
Massha Mdm [PC], she quite friendly & nice uh ;D
The rest not much to comment also...
Trainers - Dixon & Shanaz, husband & wife, very loving!
Like their activities and 'Eight Below' quite nice~
Hope next year and so on they will be the ANCO trainers again.
Cause' they are good, really!

Activities i don't like for the camp: NIGHT WALK.
Activities i prefered for the camp: Eating & watch movie & night duty & i forgotten :x
The drinks are nice, i should say.
A Varieties... for different meals.
Breakfast not really okay for me.
Physical training was preferable.
Pumpings, sit-ups, runnings, jumping jets [duh]....etc.
My hands& legs like to play a fool on me.
Except when doing drills, especially when doing jumping jets, they just simply love not to coordinate well. Bullying, right?!
Jumping jets makes me silly and stupid x.x

Hmm, this coming saturday will be the assessment day.
& MOI First Aid Presentation. I aim-ed for the later one.
But, forget it. Wish me goodluck ^^
Finally finished proposal! Completed. Done.
Ah, whatever, enough of those st john stuffs.
I can't breathe well with all these things.
I want: BALANCE (:

Argh. Save money save money save money !!!
$.$ money-faced.
Just for this period of time, boyfriend.
I will do what i've promised.
& i love you!

我终于懂得如何去信任了。
credits to the anco camp, games organized by Dixon & Shanaz.
i've gain-ed alot, by all means.

2008-12-02T17:18:00.002+08:00

ARGH o.o

I went to dental just now. & i'm brave, cause' another 2 teeth of mine were removed.
But the 麻醉effect didn't went away, so the one quarter of my face is still very numb.
Throw tantrum at mummy again. oops =x I couldn't control the numb side of my face.
When i look down, the saliva ( with blood ) dripped down, dirtied my shirt, shorts and everywhere. This makes me feel very awful and impatient ): i don't like it. Hmm, i realise the dentist is great in persuading people. The reason why i decided to remove th 2 teeth today is because of him as well. He said if i delay, then the whole orthodontics treatment will delay.
Wakao. Super duper 不爽now.

No mood to post.

2008-11-23T15:24:00.002+08:00

Currently doing the proposal.
Eh, can write it here barh? (i scare people scold T.T)
I'm not going to reveal anything here.
Perhaps just some few words like: proposal, advisor.
No offence? I hope so.
I'm not a criminal (:

Thanks to Annie for explaining the spacing size 8 thingy.
& shurong as well, though i don't know what she's talking about.
Thankyou for your effort.
Hmm, was stuck at the procedures section.
But later going to seek help from the advisor!

Eewwwws. This coming week sure very not fun lo.
Monday, dental appointment & tuition.
Tuesday & Wednesday have compt.
Thursday has the home nursing re-test and i haven't study! Shit.
Friday - Monday have the ANCO camp.
Then finally have a break of two to three days.
After that there's the Assesment Day.
Hehes, this year don't have MOI Footdrill.
But don't have the drill badge nor drill cane (not interested) .
Yesterday not enough time for all the pairs to do the MOI FA presentation.

See, one week got 90% is for sjab de.
I want go travel. I want go shopping. I want go play.
I want to rest.
& thankyou Annie for your mushy words.
And i hope you do mean it.
It's not about trust.
But, because everytime's like that, you will become very "immune" ?
I don't know how to phrase it la.
Next year gonna be the same class with you.
Still need your help as well..........
:D

Boyfriend went back to malaysia yesterday evening.
& will be coming back by evening today.
I miss him a lot, really a lot.
Although next year we ain't in the same class,
but he will remember those promises that i've made to him, right?
I mean it (:
He's mine.
Bleahxxx :p

Hmm, better rush finish th things to do in my mind before i forgot.
I want to sleeeeeeeeeep.
Byebye.

2008-11-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

Okay, long time no posting here.
Hmm, lazy to edit skin.
Now post is just to vent out my "unhappiness".
Duh, the MOI FA ppt my buddy have done.........
Okay, one word: Huh?
It can save up alot of explanations.
No focus point. Too colourful.......
Hmm, i know i expect too much.
But it's okay, i will do it again.

Saw CYNTHIA today at cold storage! :D
She's cute & pretty la.
Envy >.< & Eugene said he saw me, but i never saw him. Not fair. Hahas, jkjk. Ohya, i went to put braces already. It was quite weird, but overall okay barh. Th dentist remove 2 teeth... ): To create more spacing marx, but she & he said still need 2 more. & i really don't like to lie on th patient that chair for 2 hours plus. My back hurts, but not my teeth. Last, busy. Ya, this week & the following week is super busy. Everyday packed with things to do. ANCO camp is coming. Saturday there's this ANCO course. MOI First aid presentation !!!! I hope the words that are coming out from my mouth can be understood uh. It's not very clear from what i think. Chemical poisoning... Ah, whatever. Still got... ya. Recruitment day. Proposal. I don't understand the size of spacing la.... IT idiot.... Okay, i'm now getting more and more impatient. Better rush off to do my things. I'm tired, really.

i'm just an invisble being in your eyes.
i'm nothing, and unwanted.
there's no more reason for me to say more words.
i will do what i supposed to do.
not because of what,
but this is my responsibility.
i will just let it go.
forget that nothing has happened.

i miss you boyfriend, you're the best to me...
it's great to see you today again...
the feeling of neglected & isolation went away immediately once i saw you...
i love you :D

2008-11-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Heys. I know you all miss my blogging >.<
Aiyo, no time to use com & i'm really very lazy.
Butt pain =X

First time do 70 pumpings in a day.
Hmm, the day refers to the first compt uh.
Today, we had our second compt.
Jocelyn had high fever thus absent.
Annie sub-ed her.
& i realise i can only shout for a day, then after that my throat weird weird de.
They say don't use throat but the diaphragm, but i think i use my stomach o.o
Because i take a deep breath before shouting the timing.
But today no more strength liao :x
"Take my hand, take a breath..."
"Pain pain~ Got blood."
Haha, funny :D

Okay, skipped compt.
Academic.
Hmm, got in 3/6.
Boyfriend got in 3/8.
But he went to appeal, hope can be accepted successfully.
He had his reasons as well, not fully because of me also la (:
Okay, i'm feeling abit warm right now.
I think i will go to bed le.
Sorry for not replying tags also, i'm L-A-Z-Y.
Tomorrow don't have compt, will come back again.
Byebye ^^

2008-11-08T14:22:00.003+08:00

Duh, i don't know how "badly" have i done for my home nursing test.
Pressure sore & those trolleys, shyt.
The passing mark is 85%.
Can i make it?
Hope so.

Hmm, i have received th invitation card for Marsiling Pri's 50th anniversary Celebration.
(: heys, this must really thanks to both Ms Chua & Beverly :D
What should i wear on that day? Haha, i'll see...
& i wonder who is going as well.
But i've got Ceslie with me, yeah? :]
The event ends at 11am, still quite early.
But next day there's compt again.
Ohya, i thk it's confirmed that i won't be going for the class gathering.
Boyfriend must be disappointed, but it'll still up to him whether he wanna go for it.
It's impossible that the dates are going to change just because of few people, right?

&today's the 2nd day(:
Tomorrow will be the last day, of the ATC camp!
Boyfriend will be coming back from Pulau Ubin.
Woohoo~
I miss him a lot.
Yesterday was the first day, and it seems very long.
Today was okay, because tomorrow he's back!
Monday we'll be seeing each other again! ^^

Perhaps because of 3D2N camp, i then realised my life's real boring & lonely without him!
He's the one who makes me feel not isolated & neglected.
He's the one who makes me happy, real happy...
I love you, you know i mean it, seriously.

2008-11-06T14:30:00.002+08:00

My hand is injured=X
I mean near my index finger, on my left hand.
It was "created" when I was answering a call.
All blame to the phone la >.<

& Class gathering, the dates .... Haiix.
Most probably won't be going.
Since, 16 & 19 Dec both me & sweeteng got comptraining?
But there might be some changes to the dates & will be confirmed by tmr?
15Dec i've got tuition.
The time is too late:X

Hmm, off to home nursing again.
Byes :D

2008-11-05T15:07:00.011+08:00

Hmm, yesterday was F-U-N!
We went to East Coast Park :D
Eat-ed, Chat-ed, Cycle-d, Walk-ed, Play-ed, Bus-ed & so on.
Yeah, it's finally my turn to post out the pictures.
Although we took quite many, but I'll just put up some.

Friends forever, cheese ^^

hey, it's a star!

tic-tac-toe!

fringe-less >.<

Camera-friendly, haha.

Smile (:

We're indeed very close! (in the pic)

Eh, dunno how to describe.

Woo~ ShuRong ChioBu =D

There's more pictures on sectwos blog!

But ahha, can't go in unless you're rssjabsec2'08 .

Yesterday reached home at 8++

Yeah, it was late.

& i think i have to revise for the home nursing test.

It's just 2 days away!

Sign-ed off (:

:nothing can break us apart, cause' i love you.

2008-11-02T13:54:00.002+08:00

(: but still sick :x
cough cough cough*

Heyhey, i just now went to ahting's blog, then went to class blog.
Woo~ i really that emo arh?
I mean, used to be?
I dunno uh =x
But now become crazy, no longer that emo!

Ohya, let me post out the comments from mdm ng.
- Sei Yi is a diligent student who takes pride in her work and can be trusted to carry out tasks independently. An efficient Treasurer, she has made valuable contributions to the class. With a positive attitude, she responds to others in a cheerful manner and is not easily discouraged by setbacks. A person with strong moral values, Sei Yi is ready to stand by her own convictions.

I must change the way that people look at me, especially my attitude.
Cause' it's totally different from above.
By the way, my conduct dropped ):
from Very Good to Good.
I know why la, but not convenient to type at here.

Actually i wanna write something here for everyone of th 2/9 ians.
But, i have to go, for my doctor appointment.
Cya (:

(anw, look the last paragraph, A B C. Got what i mean?)

2008-10-31T18:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN :D

So sad that i didn't celebrate it before =X
Perhaps in a few years' time, then i will?

And today i went to submit the form together with my daddy?
Eh, no.
He fetch me to the school and i saw Annie&friends coming out from the school.
Then, spotted my lovely boyfriend sitting at the bus stop.
Ya, after daddy drop me off and i rush to the toilet >.<
Where i saw mdm ng and i waved "Hi" to her but didn't greet la.
In the toilet i sms-ed boyfriend to ask him come into the school.
Submitted the form together-
Throw tantrum at boyfriend, but ya, it's okay now.
Ohya, boyfriend told me that on his way walking into the school,
he saw mdm ng as well! Guess what she has told him.......

Ans: Waiting for someone?

Is the someone refering to me? haha:D
Then took bus to cwp.
Accompany boyfriend to eat & to send him off.
Erm, did i use the right phrase or what?
Ah, whatever.
Boyfriend cycled back home.
Eeyer, it's been a long time since i cycle liao.
But th sec2s are having an outing! (excited)
Thus finally can go play& cycle~
Wheeeeeeeee~~

&tml's my cousin's son's birthday!
Going s'pore again, to celebrate!
Hope there's a lot of yummy food(:
But,i will control my diet.
Since i have made a vow or what to my boyfriend.
Ahting was the witness!
From the time i made the vow till now...
There's still alot of fats in my tummy=X
Shh, it's a secret la! ^^

Hmm, nothing much to post.
Bye!

`ps lazy to reply tags >",<

2008-10-30T19:00:00.002+08:00

argh. my shoulders hurt ):

yesterday was fun.
i am sick for these few days.
flu, again.
out of a sudden you see~
but now i'm better.
hope i'll recover soon :D

short post, will be back soon.

missme & iloveyou♥

; highschoolmusical3wasgreat (:

2008-10-27T14:55:00.002+08:00

eh eh eh eh eh eh eh HELLO :D

haha, ah ting arh, this post more 'eh'!
anw, why no tagboard liao?
huh, skin ichy arh, jkjk^^
i know why la; dun wan people tag you to ask you stop your emo right?
nvm, i want you to open your eyes BIG enough to LOOK at here!

只有拿得起，放得下的人才会得到幸福。
我知道你很在乎，无法将他放下，可是你得振作起来。
不要为了一棵树而放弃整片森林，因为还有很多东西在等着你去完成。
也许在完成的过程中，你才会感受到真正的幸福与快乐。
所以就把他当作曾经做过的一场美梦，在你脑海里留下美好的回忆。
就让回忆永远停在那里。

eh... i dunno what to post le la. byebye:D
so overall, NG AH TING. this post is specially just for you^^

2008-10-21T17:05:00.002+08:00

bored, seriously bored >.<

eh, i want to go out than staying at home.
since i dunno what to do.
but mummy's lonely, so i accompany her^^
i'm a good daughter. ahha.

ohya, dear's having his air rifle course now.
supposingly they are on th way back to woodland?
sounded so fun. i want join them la!

then... ya, gotten th comp training timetable & advanced NCO things.
the two months long holiday is gone):
but somehow get used liao.
and now i'm arranging my timetable.
woohoo~
i must reserve some days to spend w dear, old friends & so on liao:D
they rocks(:

eh, tmr got another day of post exam activities.
hopefully it will be quite fun:]
soon, separate class liao! >.<
i sounded so happy. but i want same class w th people i want leh.
th rest, eh, we are not suitable to be together. o.O
straightforward.

; bye.

pccotay, fesilhs, ticbhy. :p

2008-10-18T12:11:00.003+08:00

eh, hello :D

today's saturday!
no school. cannot see ah dear & the girls.
damn miss them de okay :]

eh, but ah dear got go school.
he got npcc today.
eh, parade leh.
haha. i wanna see him in his full u eh.
quite cute and nice looking in that attire:p
really la!

just now went to browse the two NC&AC commanders' blogs.
wa... they are having a challenge yea?
eh, i dunno la>.<
haha, just jiayou la.
since both our aims are the same : CHAMPION ^(oo)^v
then i must also got memorise what i have to memorise la.
but when i memorise the trolleys, i will think of the practical steps.
and i realise that some i have already forgotten.
but i will faster go memorise & clear my doubts too (:
yipee~~~
everybody jiayou ^^

homenursing& firstaid, chiong arhhhhhh~~~
monday jumbo sale!
selling coupons! fun? no barh.
then 2/9 selling bags... during both lower& upper sec recess.
eh, no link leh. haha:D
till here le la.
byebye.

我爱你。

2008-10-17T14:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BOYFRIEND :D

ILOVEYOU♥

& i promise to pull down my weight (?),
cuts away all the unwanted fats (:

Be original.

2008-10-17T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm, understand this picture?
Think.

2008-10-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

黑色幽默-周杰伦

难过是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用
你说苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我

不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

不懂你的黑色幽默
想通却又再考倒我
说散你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你

当作是你开的玩笑
想通却又再考倒我
说散你想很久了吧
败给你的黑色幽默
我的认真败给黑色幽默

eh people dun mistaken.
i just like this song la.
jay chou rocks :D

2008-10-12T17:17:00.002+08:00

replies to tags :]

yishen: haha:D funny la you. are you an eye specialist? o.O
npcc member: haha. who are you? boon jian right? aiyo. you then dun cry la. i guess i'm not like last year anymore. i'm a strong girl :D bleahx!
mingfang: ahaha:D thx for the tag & stay happy! LOVESS<3>
shurong: yalo. very nan de arh(:
ruiting: but then really very cute lo :p wahahahaha!

eh, relink & link will be done when i feel lyk doing uh.
feel lyk closing down the blog, so.. aiyo. not sure la.
haha:D

last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH! (:

2008-10-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

yay! change blogskin.
very simple right? :]
haha, i think not bad barh.

later going for my eye appointment!
the handsome doctor! haha.
SOMEONE dun jealous. haha.
you're cute la (:
the doc looks like a korean uh.
haha:D

then. tml going out shopping w mummy& neighbour.
must spend loads of money la!
buy more more things.
including for my baobei sweetheart's birthday present!
see i so good! haha.

anw, kor's blog song is nice.
i refering to ben`kor.
"xia yu tian" by Lara, NanQuan mama.
but can't find it in Imeem.
eeyer. i want find other songs liao.
byebyes.

miss me; ok?
SMILE :D

2008-10-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

EOY is finally over :D

my brain cells can rest liao. ahha.
currently listening to Jay's latest album.
someone buy for me pls.
haiyoo. sian lo. nth to do.
date me out? haha. but these few days very tired.
due to... special reason.
today stomach cramp like idiot.
slept until 12 then continue my sleep after 12.30 until 2.
i really hate cramps.

next wednesday then start school.
eeyer. so late. very soon then the sec 2 life will end le.
time passes so fast.
next year sec 3 liao.
it will be a busy year i guess?
dunno will same class w who.
hope can same class w dear& ah ting again.
the 2 exWoodland-ers. haha.
ah ting, you primary school very CUTE leh :p
haha. you should know what i refering to.

aiyo. dunno what to post liao la.
boring. but i dun play online games like dear does.
i find it. boring + addictive + abit childish.
haha, no offence la.
it's my thinking only.
then till here barh.
byebye.
takecare ppl;

cheese(:

2008-10-04T19:05:00.002+08:00

no mood. dunno what to post about.
current blogskin is very yucky.
but i'm lazy to find another one.
whatever la.

revise for geography liao. left the eoy2007 & basic techniques practice.
& my assesment book.
math& history havent started yet.
haiix. life's so boring.
even if i want to find someone to talk to.
find dear : my phone bill already exploded.
girls : none of them is online.
kors/jies : hmm, i guess they are busy.
normal ppl : eh, all revising la.

somemore, dunno what to chat about.
hmm. feel very stress out.
dunno why. maybe i too sensitive liao.
i just want to go overseas and relaxxxxxxx :]
but, cannot.
no one sponsor me. duh.

byebye. i thk, i dun have th time to post at here till the exams are over.
goodluck.

2008-09-28T18:48:00.002+08:00

smile (:

haha.

2008-09-26T19:17:00.002+08:00

blogged :D

haha. today is friday! & dismissed at 12.30!
no cca, abit not used uh. weird weird de.
because my bag is quite light de!
but! after hodling on to those thick files,
my hands cannot tahan liao =x

after school. actual dear wanna acc me de.
but you see. haha. i so uds him la.
know what's in his mind.
so tell him no need lo.
today the graduating classes last day arh?
i think so.
ah, dunno. so, hmm.
dear went to play bball w them.
haha:D i dun mind la.
cuz i oso benefited la.
crapped & had fun w th girls.
ah rong - Rainbow
ah ting - T?
ah yi *me - Yippee

ps to ah ting arh. i suddenly forgotten uh.
tag me to tell me what is yours uh.
haha. and i very kind & good.
treated them bubble tea.
strawberry ice blended, mango ice blended & honeymilktea.
next time you two treat me hor:]
&&
specially dedicated for annie.
sorry that din ask u whether you're ok ytd uh.
it slipped through my mind liao.
sorry arh. hope you are well.
must rmb takecares la (:
or i kick your butt=x
bleahxxx :P

hmm. ltr need surrender com to bro liao.
eeyer. got quite a number of things to say lehhh.
eeyer. not fair lah!
then accidentally realised something la.
hmm. though im an outsider.
but aiyo..
then i thk till here barh.
got time then come back here again.
have to study for EOYs!
& i'm tired ):
but nvm, tml late late wake up barhhhh.
byebyes(:

cheer up okays?
things already happened (although i dunno what) ,
just stay strong& continue to live your life well.
don't because of a group of trees then give up the whole forest.
hmm. im not kpo. but.
i just want you to cheer up too.
i'm your ***** , still .

it's because i care.
not other means.

2008-09-20T18:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS :D

I guess you all miss me alot. =.=
haha, well. just now had been doing some math sums
& revised for chinese.
ltr need to continue to do assessment books.
jiayou everybody for your EOY :]

yesterday's eng.. erm. haha. i guess i quite naive.
to choose qns number one for the compo section.
probably in the whole sec 2 express level,
i'm the only one who do that qns.
hmm, i will pass, yea? (: -faking a smile..
haha. sacarstic.
tmr there's english tuition again. duh.
english paper already over liao! can skip it?
i still got 2 summary, 1 compo and 5 qns undone.
err, i'm too busy these days.
and i sounded like giving excuses o.o
ah, whatever.

higher chinese, science, geography, math& history.
still got one two three four five more subjects to go.
after monday's higher chinese,
still got these four troublesome subjects!
have to memorise plenty of theories in, a few days.
but had no choice, i'm just being too lazy.
hopefully i can pass well this end-of-year exams.
i wan to get into a better, much more QUIETER class.
well, 2/9 is far too noisy for me.
although sometimes can jokes a lot.
but there's too much unnecessary noises being made.
and, no offence pls.
i'm just stating a fact. you all know yourself well. right?
hmm, i shall not say more or later kena people whack =x
haha. f u n n y.

changed topic.
i LOVE ah dear ! a lot.
i MISS ah dear ! a lot.
hehes. must rest well & take good care la.
or i will very very worry for you de :D
&&

ng ah ting aka my sweetheart.
specially dedicated t you.
you know that day when online chatting.
th rubbish qns that you've ask?
i guess you really something wrong leh.
ifyou got any problems or troubles.
feel free to approach me, ah rong or annie!
i can be a very good counsellor, to counsell you.
although i still dunno what happen exactly.
maybe it's a rumour, i dunno.
i just want you to be okay.
you see . ate my kit kat leh.
so must cheer up & stay happy okay?
then we can have more fun during math lesson.
laugh until our stomach pain like siao. haha:D
so, stay happy!

hmm. dun say i bias.
ng ah rong aka my Queen Mother! you also hor.
must stay happy ok?
if strawberry bullies you, tell me.
i made it into strawberry milkshake.
haha:D
if got any troubles or problems also tell me.
haha. i try my best to help you.

listen, friends.
no matter what happens, there's still me ok?
& maybe ah dear.
we try our best to make you HAPPY & SMILE :)
alrights?

hmm. i think i go for my revision liao la.
people takecares & SMILE :D
missme, ok?
byebye^^

Replies to tags:
will link or relink as soon as possible (:

2008-09-17T18:58:00.002+08:00

tired .... o.o

emotionless.
i dunno why. dun ask me.

doing lit. scrapbook. moodless. how to do.
weird feeling. i want to sleep and forget everything.

happy seven month anniversary :D
(happy)

(back: low)....
..........................................................................................

2008-09-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

._. bro is fine now and currently he's at home resting...

today is fun :D
I try to use proper English. o.o

In the morning, I went to school with my sis while she went for work. Due to the heavy jam along the causeway, we reached s'pore custom at about 6.55am, which is quite late since there's a lot of people. Then, after the door of the bus has opened, she rushed off and didn't wait for me. But i already expected that it will be like this. Her bad temper.

Hmm, I went to queue up at the PR lane instead of Access card. Haha, and I find myself very good lo. I let some people cut my queue though the queue is like, only 2 people. Reason being, haha, I want wait for my sis since she's queueing at the Access card lane which minimum also got 6 people. To my surprise, after I finished checking my passport, 2 person in front of me queuing at th "intestine" queue was my SIS! So shocked la. Then I followed my sister to the bus stop. By the way, she walked really very fast lo. No wonder her shoes have spoilt a few.

Ahhh! Got 911! I quickly ran to the bus. And I remember that my sis was searching for me at the bus stop upon seeing the 911 bus. Haha. She still care for me (>,<) ! In th bus, I saw Hock Siang and his friend. Then I think maybe still too early, th bus waited at Causewaypoint for about 15 minutes. When I reached school, I'm the FIRST student that goes into school! But the security guard use "are you sure it's today?" that eyes to look at me. Then I walked to the bus stop outside school and sat there waiting... No, I felt hungry so I went to the CC and bought a packet of twisties but it didn't fill my big stomach.

At 8am, I waited in the school canteen for the rest of them. Then do this and do that until 11.45am. Heyhey.. Meet up with Dear to do homework! He's still that sweet, waited for me at the bus stop. After that, we headed to Mcdonalds' to have our lunch and do our homeworks. In fact, we only did the summary. Erm, the rest no need to further elaborate at here. Haha :D

-End of today's activites.-

Reflection.
I know my English is very weird la. Haha:D I know i know. Anyway, today has been a great day for me. But quite heartpain that Samantha fell down !!! The wound is so... ohmygod... Must be more careful la. Aiyo. If got scar not nice liao ): Then...
Ah DEAR! Thankyou (: you're always my one and only Love ^^

2008-09-03T14:11:00.002+08:00

EEEEEWWWWWWW.

My right eye hurts and it's really irritates me you see.
RED. SORE. due to my stupid nose, probably.
It's not itchy but the eyelids is like wanna close down.
I'm forcing it to open BIG.

Hmm. i dun really like holidays, as i dunno how to plan my things well.
Stay at home rotting doesn't do me any good since i keep eating instant noodles.
Weight sure gain alot by next week ):
Tmr having tuition at 10am. Duh, i finally knew that guy's name.
(people dun thk too much) ; HE and wanchunyeow didi gangs up and bully me de lor.
so bad right. Then another guy is more okay la. haha:D
but in my heart there's only my dear! <3
And, today brother went to hospital..
He was having real high fever since few days ago.
Those medicines prescribed by the doctor don't work.
He's now waiting for his report to come out.. Hmm, maybe dengue or what-so-ever.
Hopefully just normal fever. Praying hard that he will be fine.

Next, i've forgotten what i'm going to say.
Forget it, i'm really getting tired at here.
Take a Rest in progress.

i love you :D

2008-08-27T17:04:00.002+08:00

woohoo. finally had th time to blog.
squeezing out time to come here.
hmm, i realise that i still got something undone uhh.
totally forgot it after i reached home.
then just now went to yishen's blog. and saw something there.
so, later must do liao o.o
hmm, and yishen arhhh. th quiz dun ask me do liao. haha. i dun have th time.
th quiz is too long le... haha. but can include my name for fun de la =D
i dun mind =.= haha.

tml's thursday. the day i hated th most in th week because of... swimming.
i decided to go but tell the teacher in charge the truth.
i got serious water phobia.
i can't continue... haiix. you people dunno de la..
i really scared of water.. no sense of security leh ):
skip.
hmm. now doing the dunno what english thingy.
still got lit project! arghhhhh.
nvm. jiayou seiyi (:

recently, th topic in chinese textbook that teacher has been teaching made me thk alot.
about friends. and... hmmm. really got alot of reflections.
but i forgot a sentence liao. meaningful one. by mdm oh.
next time shall post it here if i can remember! haha(:

hmm. and i miss dear so much. today he got npcc ...
worry for him la..... haiix. hope he's well!
and remind me of yesterday!
had a bad fall. haha. injured my left ankle and knee.
but still okay la. not much blood. i no cry ehhh = brave!
haha. rain heavily how to cry la.
even th tears squeeze out also cannot see.
haha. but then quite fun la, hor dear?
he's very sweeeet. although... haha. it's a secret =x

friday teachers' day. not going back mps ):
since. all of them are going for a learning journey.
not fair la. haha. miss them so muchhhhhhh~
hopefully there'll be a gathering soon barhhh!
hmmmmm.... i thk i better go rush my things le.....
stop here, byebye :D

2008-08-17T14:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SIX MONTHS/ HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY DEAR! (:

i love you :D

2008-08-16T18:53:00.003+08:00

BACKK :DD

common test is over!
phew. quite tired because of my flu again.
lost my voice but regained a little.
when i talk the pitch will go off de =.=
so weird. i thk it's my first time so worse.
must faster regain my voice completely!
because i want to talk!
flu, stupid flu.
caused me to use so much tissue papers.
imagine almost 2 packets in 45mins...
and, aiyo. straight la.
special reason for girls only.
should know what le barh.
make me feel so tired.
and the first day, stomach cramp!!!
the worst stomach cramp i ever had.
and i didn't bring the panadol menstrual, so just buy the normal one.
get only abit better. at art class feel like dying :x
too pain liao.

next. cca.
was chosen to be in comp team again :D
ah ting is commander!
woohoo~~
im timer! haha. quite happy barh.
but now no voice -.-
and there's also annie, shurong too!

dear, thankyou...
i will arrange my timetable and make sure there is still time for the two of us.
so dun worry.
i believe i can do my best regardless whether is it academic, cca or even our relationship.
your support meant alot to me.
and i wun be emo that lands you emo in th end as well.
because im not solo anymore.
i got you, ah rong, ah ting & annie.
my pillar of support.
i will give my best shot.
iloveyou forever :]

reply to tags:

DINO BOII : DEAR!!! ILOVEYOU too! haha. it's okay that you so long then tag here. i can understand de(: you're so cute la~
JESSIE : BAOBEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! I MISSYOU SO MUCH! i very shock that you will come here to tag uh. shall have a gathering during teachers'day celebration. din see you for months le.. takecare alrights? (:
SHURONG : bleahx :p
SYAFRINA : hiie :D
JASMINE : haha. something wrong w me on that day!

so, gtg now.

maybe will return back here tml if there's enuff time.

goodbye & takecare ppl ^^

2008-08-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO ~

haha. today's NDP !
but, quite disappointed de la.
because. i was trembling like dunno what idiot.
really uh. especially when saluting.
th hand and in fact, th whole body was shaking....
ohya. and i find that wearing th gloves is quite fun de la.
looks like mickey mouse lo.
haha, im refering to th hand uh.
although he only got 4 fingers.
haha. i oso can make my 5 fingers to 4 as well !
wahahaha.

after that got photo taking!
yay! finally can take a family photo liao :]
then went to changed, go to hall for th concert.
and this year's concert is really very short lo.
not fun de la.
but i quite enjoy de la.
me and sweeteng and shurong they all high high~~
haha. and concert ended!

DEAR IS 100% LOVED BY ME!
he's so sweet la.
had a super duper great time w him today :D
shall not tell you all whr we've went!
haha. but it's really fun uh.
dear, im extremely addicted to YOU !
you're th only one who can make me feel th importance of myself..
make me know that happiness can be so simple.
ILOVEYOU ALWAYS.

off to fill my stomach!
haha. byebye (:

2008-08-03T13:03:00.002+08:00

duh. yesterday was a terrible day.

im still thinking, will she make a report with her daddy by today?
i dun trust her anymore?
i dunno.

i did my responsibility-passing her th card.
but in th end...
argh. nvm.
now complain much also no use.
scold her oso no use.
so just hope that she will do what she need to do barh.

anw, i writing this down is not because i dun care about this matter at all.
is because, i find tt since th thing has already happened.
even if you "man yuan" too much also cant change th fact.
so why not just calm yourself down.
dun make urself too unhappy or bu shuang..
cheer up uh ,sectwos:D

tml chinese test. then history.
gosh, sure flunk it de lah=.=

2008-07-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

hello :D

although im still very tired, but i still wanna post sth!
wahahhaha. and im quite boring de lor.
dear very tired and sleepy, somemore tml still got NPCC, so dun disturb him from sleeping...
haha. i so good ryte? =.=
hmm. this week so so lah.
okok lor.

thursday no nid swimming because special reason.
wed&today got ndp.
monday stayed to help dear for his corrections.
tuesday stayed for COE meeting.
eeyer. i am in different group w bf.
but was in th same group w erron & faiqah!
wahahahahha. at least got someone to chat w me barh?

aiyo. skip that. since i din talk about ndp before, then i talk about it barh.
hmm. actual... im in the T-line de.
then Samantha was in th GOH reserve.
but then leh. wednesday ndp, we were swopped.
no no no, is me, still in th T-line main but at th same time GOH reserve.
and so, Samantha became th T-line reserve for me.
haiixx. i thk because of this, then caused some unneccessary....
aiyo. you know i know, you don't know, then forget it lo.
because if i say much, later people say i ..........
then i -_-

ohya. suddenly remind me of higher chinese.
my report was chosen.
maybe got prize to take?
hopefully a trophy pls....
my second year in sec sch le.
not even one trophy or medal or what-so-ever.
but mdm oh asked me for my eng name.
i wrote down, maybe it's gonna be engraved on th trophy yea?
then tt will be so damn great! :D

hmm, today's mood aint good.
had cold war w dear after sch.
but now i guess it's okay already.
and btw, we settle our probs very fast de:]
i guess th prob lies on me la.
my attitude. something wrong w it.
getting poor to bad.
and i dun like it as well.
but i just dunno why it happens so.
and caused me to be an attitude girl.
but im not those professionals.
and i promised; i will change.

boring lahhhhh.
no one online?
aiyo, dunno who to chat w uh.
so i go watch my "fated to love you" barhh.
i missed quite a lot of episodes liao.
byebye(:

takecares.